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Dully noted here for the lulz

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How about if someone told me he was against it when I continue living?

Someone had the nerve to tell me that "you make people uncomfortable with the way you dress!".

Yes that is correct. However, in the past 34 years of my "life", at least two separate people found it "uncomfortable" when I continue living. Then what? Maybe they should have exterminated me.

Someone told me that my precious lil "parents" did not like it when I got a buzz cut.

Correct

However plenty of precious lil "people" do not like when I continue living

"We would rather not have you doing yoga. It's distracting"



Distracting
Don't like
Uncomfortable
Would rather not have

Weirdo

"People", "we", "most people"

Makes me hate and sometimes fear precious lil "most people"



Avoid

hate

Fear

Annoyed

Wrong

Right

Apologize

Reparations

Lost cause

Beyond repair

Too far gone

34 years old

A day late a dollar short

Helpless

Hopeless

Wounded

Permanent

Emotionally fragile

Its just a mutilated man south park opinion for the win.



lulz



Padded cell for the lulz



is a matter of opinion







Uncomfortable is a state of mind



Coming from a short fat bald ugly man for the lulz



Peanut butter and jelly sandwiches might fix that problem right up.



nuts



annoyed



Apathy



Same page with you



indeed



Matter of opinion

quote="shortfatbalduglyman"][Apologize[/quote]

consequence



Um drawing a blank



Still alive



Opinion



Opinion



Pretty much



I am drawing a blank



What doesn't kill us makes us stronger



Eternal



Not anymore, I am pretty damn fixed

Bold with a heart of gold

Got accepted to serve on a volunteer healthcare advisory panel for my city and the surrounding region. Also did a research study which took about 3 hours, got $30 and a free 23andme dna testing. My nausea hasn't been bad either nor has my CIU. I slept well last night as well.

Nobody at Pier 1 interacted with me

I'm in a very good mood on a VERY HOT day.

office depot 1 hour success

went to a job interview for suicide counselor. volunteer.

did not have to wait too long for the bus


bus had wifi

phone worked fine

Surprisingly that sounds like a good job,

A large degree of apathy is need for it,

Heart but apathy with heart.

I think I am coco for coco puffs because I tend to over empathizes with others stories, and I've heard some pretty distressing tells of horribleness. Then I tend to assume characters to get pass a high degree of anxiety, a very high degree of anxiety, would rather be drunk.

But I am also just straight up coco for coco puffs.

Focused on all this negativity.

Just plugging s**t in until it works and found one day it doesn't work and it'll never worked and its a pattern of panic attacks mixed with pure lulz.

Its out of our hands and when you realize that, that is when you can cope with being a suicide counselor cause when someone else is having a bad day, a lot of times, its out of our hands. Problem is being able to hear a damn thing cause I went deaf to hollywood undead for the lulz. Actually that was never a good situation, I get an ear infection and life sucks. You get stuck with lighting and life sucks.

But telling people what they have even for second is amazing.

I've been where Dragnet is, in some capacity. It does at least feel nice knowing the ins & outs of bringing others into more positive states of mind, even when I'm somewhere in the middle of it all myself. I think technology helps us appreciate the challenges in life, as we experience its' often incoherent ways of processing what we ask of all these machines.

To[night] I'm quite pleased that I managed to reassemble my best cellphone with haphazardly-sourced parts.

So much tech I'm kicking around the idea of spending time in Shenzhen, China one day. Learning Mandarin doesn't come easily, though thankfully I'm plenty challenged among a bunch of different languages right where I am.

Work today. I love my job and the Saturday afternoon shift goes fast because there is a lot of variety in my job now. I still work part time, but I do more and more all the time.

I never get overly ecstatic but I was glad today when my Sainsburys delivery came early.

Reading up on the wonders of 3D-printing and the potential it holds for the field of medicine.

My friend is coming over to get me in ten minutes.

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The suicide hotline counselor job that I went for a job interview at yesterday was just volunteer.

Although some paid staff work there

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For some with clinical depression and autism, like me, suicide counselings like a bad job.

One thing is maybe I can't handle it because I am emotionally fragile

The other thing is shifts last four hours. And I am sometimes too tired and lazy to talk for a couple minutes, much less four hours a day



The other thing that I might say something weird as a result of AS

The other thing is I would not know how to suspect which calls are prank calls



But each call lasts a ten minute maximum



The concept of a suicide hotline sounds good

But too ideal

How can someone, that is not even a professional counselor, in ten minutes, on the phone, eliminate a problem as profound ad suicidal ideation?

The whole concept of a suicide hotline sounds way too idealistic

coffee.