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I've come to the point after reading up how the ill, the unfortunate, and the imprisoned deal with their hardships, and that point is that I'm proud for who I am and where I am. I gave up on worrying about making more friends, making people happy, and what comes next, or even my past, and I gave up on worrying about what I can't control.

I look around my bedroom, and I'm sitting on my chair, I'm the only one in this bedroom, and the computer I am playing on is one of the best things I have used. The computer is a custom built AMD processor computer. I am enjoying life now. I'm not thinking one second ahead or one second behind.

I am even learning how to overcome the fear of living in a delusional state of happiness, and that is where I should instead be serious instead of happy. Well this bedroom is where I can be happy and I don't have to be serious in it one bit. If the next few seconds I have to be serious instead of happy, I'm not worried at all. If I show I am worried, no worries I'll overcome in a little bit.

Be kinder to yourself Raleigh. You deserve it.

I deserve what I got.

spirit animal is supposedly lion according to some random quiz.

also, wondering if mandarin is offered at the nearby community college, or some other location. saw it in the pdf course catalogue... but, forgot to check for location.

Slow Donnie, an episode of Just Shoot Me guest-starring David Cross. Hilarious. I'd like to watch the three episodes with him again.

pharat ofett tadha phaei ze. tes tadha ze hol yropacie rosie shen.

s**t.

I just realized my immediate family has been treating me like property. Thanks to all on WP for poking the glass once in a while to resuscitate my actual personality.

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"Standing on a well-chilled cinder, we see the fading of the suns, and try to recall the vanished brilliance of the origin of the worlds."
-Georges Lemaitre
"I fly through hyperspace, in my green computer interface"
-Gem Tos

can't imagine having to wear a ring all the time.

children shouldn't have children.

you don't need to learn all the numbers to 100.


you just need to know 1 through 10, and how singles add onto sets of ten.

That's lucky, I'm unilaterally expected to have contemporary number theory memorized well into the quadrillions.

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"Standing on a well-chilled cinder, we see the fading of the suns, and try to recall the vanished brilliance of the origin of the worlds."
-Georges Lemaitre
"I fly through hyperspace, in my green computer interface"
-Gem Tos

is that better or worse than memorizing the contents of tortilla boxes and pizza recipes?

I would definitely rather be cooking.

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"Standing on a well-chilled cinder, we see the fading of the suns, and try to recall the vanished brilliance of the origin of the worlds."
-Georges Lemaitre
"I fly through hyperspace, in my green computer interface"
-Gem Tos

How does one describe something completely intangible, and yet dictionaries or search engines don't even know what exactly it is??
And worse, said something intangible isn't even an emotion, or a sensation, or even something describable, but something with a vague size yet all too chaotic because it's... "Moving"?

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