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04 Mar 2017, 1:08 pm

You know in terms of thing that help being off drugs, Minecraft with waves and candles is very relaxing but it makes me feel pretty worthless, I am not accomplishing a damn thing. However then again, I've been thrown away from society anyway being on disability living in the hood so I don't know that I care if I sit here an play Minecraft all day.

I don't particularly like being on disability though technically I paid into it, I feel like I have stupid get rich quick schemes like getting a boat and crap. Though they aren't entirely unrealistic, I wish I had the ability to work without fear of losing my income, housing and food :evil:

Its valid fear since they left me homeless to die while they took their dear sweat time decided how screwed I am. I hate the social security administration, they can go to hell. Maybe I'll never try to work, they deserve it after treating me like that...

But I do want to work truth be told :cry: :cry: :cry:



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04 Mar 2017, 1:19 pm

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I couldn't play that keyboard solo I showed you yesterday. I slowed it down to be able to pick out the notes but not to play it that fast. Oh well. :)

Yeah, I'm sorry. I forgot you said that. As long as you enjoy doing it yourself, that is the only thing that matters right. We can't all play the guitar like Mark Knopfler :P



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04 Mar 2017, 1:24 pm

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But I do want to work truth be told :cry: :cry: :cry:

Well that's apparetly a healty sign. I actually don't want to work :oops: I VERY rearly think about it, or feel guilty :oops: When I worked I got SOOOOOOO bored and tired of it, it was hell, but I kept doing it. I have always just wanted to do what I want to do at any moment 8)

If I lived in a third world country, I would probably have died pretty early :lol:



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04 Mar 2017, 1:33 pm

I'm sorry guys I think I have "hardened" (closed up) again. It feels good.



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04 Mar 2017, 1:38 pm

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But I do want to work truth be told :cry: :cry: :cry:

Well that's apparetly a healty sign. I actually don't want to work :oops: I VERY rearly think about it, or feel guilty :oops: When I worked I got SOOOOOOO bored and tired of it, it was hell, but I kept doing it. I have always just wanted to do what I want to do at any moment 8)

If I lived in a third world country, I would probably have died pretty early :lol:


I plan on working from home. I want to be an online tutor/teacher. I can't drive due to medical conditions and have bad auditory-sensory problems (panic attacks from noises, panic attacks in crowded spaces etc..)


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04 Mar 2017, 1:46 pm

I like working on my hardware cluster and playing with Linux but that doesn't really benefit anyone lulz

Linux is full time job though :mrgreen:

If I had the voice for it, I could probably do a badass Linux Tech Tips kind of thing, I have nothing but time to review computer software, versions and know what hardware is good 8)

Like RetroArch, its a steaming pile of crap out of box but I know what versions to compile together to get awesomeness. Also its not really that bad but the Wii and PSP ports are completely broken and Windows has problems too actually, Linux is the only port of RetroArch that works lulz.



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04 Mar 2017, 1:50 pm

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I'm sorry guys I think I have "hardened" (closed up) again. It feels good.

:cry: No it doesn't feel good. Maybe I schould try and stay away from this place when I'm in this state. I don't think I'm doing me or anyone any good.

Or maybe I'm wrong. Maybe I feel better tomorrow. Who knows :roll: :oops: :P 8)



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04 Mar 2017, 1:55 pm

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I'm sorry guys I think I have "hardened" (closed up) again. It feels good.

:cry: No it doesn't feel good. Maybe I schould try and stay away from this place when I'm in this state. I don't think I'm doing me or anyone any good.

Or maybe I'm wrong. Maybe I feel better tomorrow. Who knows :roll: :oops: :P 8)


Your fine, go make snickerdoodles :mrgreen:

Do you want my recipe? (With out drugs lulz)



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04 Mar 2017, 1:58 pm

I, actually for work, going to compile over 40 GBs of software for BSD 8O

Might take a while but I got 16 cores,

I am going to build PacBSD into awesomeness and then switch over to it 8)



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04 Mar 2017, 2:00 pm

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I'm sorry guys I think I have "hardened" (closed up) again. It feels good.

:cry: No it doesn't feel good. Maybe I schould try and stay away from this place when I'm in this state. I don't think I'm doing me or anyone any good.

Or maybe I'm wrong. Maybe I feel better tomorrow. Who knows :roll: :oops: :P 8)


Your fine, go make snickerdoodles :mrgreen:

Do you want my recipe? (With out drugs lulz)

I'm actually gaming (spider solitaire) 8)

Thank you! that would be nice :) I will not get to try them out before I have moved, since I have packed almost everything :P



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04 Mar 2017, 2:08 pm

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Thank you! that would be nice :)


2 3/4 Cups All Purpose Flour
1 1/2 Cups Sugar
3/4 Cups Marijua... I mean butter 8)
2 Eggs
2 Teaspoons Cream of Tarter
1 Teaspoon Vanilla extract
1 Teaspoon Baking Soda
1/2 Teaspoon Salt only if Marijua... I mean butter is unsalted

Once all that is mixed put 2 tablespoons sugar and 2 teaspoons cinnamon in a plate, roll cookies measured at one tablespoon in said sugar and cinnamon. Bake at 400 for 7 minutes, originally recipe calls for 8-10 but I find that unnecessary and while they may take longer to cool, they'll last longer at 7 minutes before hardening. Also I almost always need more sugar and cinnamon but that is what the original recipe called for, I am probably getting sugar overload :mrgreen:



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04 Mar 2017, 2:19 pm

^Sounds tasty! :mrgreen: I will try them out in my brand new stove.

Apparently we don't have cream of tartar in Norway, but it says I can use baking soda instead.

Also 400 F is 200 celsius.



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04 Mar 2017, 2:22 pm

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Apparently we don't have cream of tartar in Norway, but it says I can use baking soda instead.


That sucks but all the cream of tarter does is expand the cookie more so you might end up with small, flatter cookies but it shouldn't effect taste a whole lot, could effect how they harden and they will probably seem less fluffy or full of air basically.



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04 Mar 2017, 2:25 pm

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Apparently we don't have cream of tartar in Norway, but it says I can use baking soda instead.


That sucks but all the cream of tarter does is expand the cookie more so you might end up with small, flatter cookies but it shouldn't effect taste a whole lot, could effect how they harden and they will probably seem less fluffy or full of air basically.

Baking soda also has that effect, so if I use a little more it might help. I will freeze down the ones I don't eat in a day or two. That way they stay soft/fresh longer hopefully.



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04 Mar 2017, 2:32 pm

I did not know that, cool 8)

I personally would try two teaspoons baking soda at first, three seems a bit much and you might get a sugar biscuit with that 8O

But I am not an expert and my attempts aren't always good but that would be what I would do.

And for the record Froya, you did a lot of work on your new apartment, your work is probably more measurable then mine though I love my hardware cluster :mrgreen:

Its like a Linux playground 8)



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