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No one likes the same things I do. ;n;

You would think that in a group of autistic people, there would be at least be one person who likes Pokemon, or Let's Plays, or Markiplier, or Youtube comedy people, or music that's not from the 80s... but no.

Wish that I joined the military at age 18. Marines or Army.

Combat engineer

At least the job title contains the word "engineer"

Even though it only requires a high school diploma and a certain advance score

Take an adventure

Belonging

Excitement

Purpose

Meaning

________________

Now I can't join because

MEPS dpdmerb disqualification

Clinical depression
Anxiety
Obsessive compulsive disorder
Irritable bowel syndrome
Trump military trans ban
Autism

And those are just the ones thus far diagnosed



The military seems so brave and heroic

But whatever

In the military the boss can't just fire you for anything or nothing. Other bosses did that to me. CA is a "@ will" employer

Dishonorable discharge

Bad conduct discharge

Other than honorable discharge

Civilian life seems so boring and stupid

But whatever



Maybe when I was 18, MEPS would not have taken me anyways

Or maybe they would have made ma a cook

"Needs of the Corps" come first

Hence a lot of Marines get stuck in Motor Transport and Admin

Lillikoi, you must be at BTFU. Lest you think I'm being naughty, BTFU means Back To The Future University. They only like '80s music or earlier, no Youtube, no Pokemon, what else?

Considering purposely changing daily routine to avoid


riding bus with commuting minors
Today might have been the first day of school. The bus was crowded, loud, and smelled. Too many students

But then there's commuting adults too

But not as many

Precious lil "people" on the bus, and off the bus. Talk too much. Talk too loud

Minors and adults royally get on my nerves

Oh well

Maybe I should just be glad they did not rape me

And maybe I should be glad I am finished with k through 12

Thank Allah, Buddha, god, vishnu, and et cetera



It gets on my nerves how precious lil "people" are so impatient when they are waiting for the bathroom

But whatever

Patience is not illegal





And if impatience were to have been illegal, then what?

Then my only recourse is taking a videotape and tattle to 911 or Civil lawsuit

And both choices take a lot of energy

And bravery



While I am lazy and cowardly



Besides, the party with the moral high road does not necessarily win



It is just a competition



On a case by case basis.

^You said you have IBS, so you know of at least one reason why people are impatient when waiting for the bathroom.

^
Whoa whoa, Data, when did you get that sick logo for an avatar?

Who made it?

^Today. Glad you like it. SaveFerris made it. When he asked how I chose my avatar, I explained my inability to find a Star Trek one.

death isn't really that bad. actually it's not bad at all.

well, lets say its bad, u can do nothing to prevent it anyways. so its better to sit the f**k down and pretend that death is sexy.



u say u fear death , u hate the fact that you are going to experience it sooner or later, so you bring other unborn people into this world to entertain you until you die, and then they experience death themselves. people claim they love their children yet they ignore the fact that they are the ONLY reason why their children are going to die one day.

On the other hand, even if MEPS or dodmerb took me, I would still do badly in the military

Failure to Adapt

Entry level separation

Bad at sleep deprived

Work badly under pressure

Picky eater

Waste a long time on toilet

President Trump trans military ban

Hazing

Rape

Insufficient privacy

Extreme weather, sand fleas

Prisoner of war

Sensitive to noise

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On the other hand,

Good with routine

Could do well on asvab

Eat quickly

Waking up at five am no problem

Excitement

Fun

Adventure

Feeling of belonging

A greater mission

More structure

look at love and dating section, people on the chat + dating sites... everyone is fighting to pass their genes on, just like every other animal on this very cursed planet.

it isn't that i wasn't trying myself. i just technically gave up.



edit: i never wanted kids,though. never imagined myself being a dad, although i love children very much.

i only wanted love.

Big, fuzzy wasps.

What to do in a city that is completely shut down in almost every way.

sometimes you just need to kick someone's ass, hard.

Can I bring about more peace in my vicinity?

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"Standing on a well-chilled cinder, we see the fading of the suns, and try to recall the vanished brilliance of the origin of the worlds."
-Georges Lemaitre
"I fly through hyperspace, in my green computer interface"
-Gem Tos