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I'm not interested with moving, I'm interested how and where others move. And, I don't wanna interfere -- for good or bad.

Just because I'm not interested with moving, that doesn't mean I couldn't. Or that I wouldn't. I'm more interested with watching the act itself.


To people who mistakes others being for being uninterested of the act due to incompetence of act -- You're all laughable for assuming an apathetic hiding a so-called 'shadow' of insecurity that is a coward and a weakling underneath a human ego on denial.
Bonus points if said 'shadow' is something that any one shouldn't wake or shouldn't exist. Good luck.

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In the wake of a city-wide flood, I am not sure what to do, and that bothers me...

maybe you should...not be there.

I'm safe where I am, plus a lot of roads are still impassable, so attempting to get on the roads is not really a good idea.

hopefully you don't get diseases from that nasty water.


i'd stay away from any used cars in houston & surrounding areas for a while.

I can already see my processing disorder starting to come through in drawing. I don't know when to do the "whatchamacallit" vs angle-finding, and not being able to figure out things that are super obvious.

That, and it's taking me a really long time to learn, and my brain starts to shut off about halfway through class....


(I'm already done and we still have 30 minutes left. )

Fantasy about being neurotypical, cisgender, and at Marines boot camp and advanced individual training.

Just wanna fit in.

Be a combat engineer

And in infantry

When I was 18, I did not have any diagnoses that violated the MEPS standards

Now I have several diagnoses that violate the MEPS

Infantryman

But oh well

Even though I am 34 I am still struggling to get over the fact that I will never get an STEM job

Even getting any job has some huge obstacles

Maybe I will end up homeless

Jobs that I qualify for, in terms of the job description, my warped personality prevents me from getting hired at

Thus hence as usual I feel ashamed of being useless

But whatever

It does not make sense for the previous counselor to tell me that she is not good at math but she didn't consider herself completely stupid because she is good at English

It's like Wtf ?

That like saying I am not completely fat because my body fat percentage is only 87 percent and not 100 percent

It is like saying I can't do a single flimsy lil pushup but I do not consider myself completely weak because I can lift a pencil

So she is smart because she is not completely stupid?

If everyone is "smart" what is so great about being "smart"?




The other thing is what about all the scientific advances that have yet to occur?

There are things nobody know right now, that, in the distant future, some will know.

In other words even the folks with Mensa level IQ scores are only "smart" relative to other people. But maybe nobody is "smart".

The dictionary definition of "smart" is not specific enough to measure absolutely.

All of these "Count to" games are getting ridiculous.

the black girl is a savage!

Wonder what kind of political changes other minority groups will successfully lobby for in the distant future.

Maybe dog owners will get government to get rid of the leash law. On the basis that the leash law discriminates against dogs because cats do not need a leash

Maybe animal rights groups will lobby to make it illegal to sell meat, on the basis that meat is murder

Maybe capitalism will not exist, because capitalism results financial discrimination

Maybe the blind will lobby for Braille on dollar bills so they know which ones a one and which ones a five dollar bill

Maybe it will be illegal for employers to require degrees because that is academic discrimination

Maybe the less educated will claim that IQ tests and other tests discriminate against those that did not have enough cash to afford expensive educational opportunities like private school

Maybe it will become "sexist" to say "guys and girls" because guys can be any age and girls are just children. Adult females get called "girls" and adult males do not have to get called boys

My upcoming move.

Scheduled a job interview for suicide hotline volunteer.

Wonder what questions they ask

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The reason why I ain't got no job is not because I am academically stupid, the incompetent, emotionally fragile and socially awkward

Because plenty of precious lil "people" with the same weaknesses have jobs

For example the previous counselor

She acted like she knew everything

But all she knew how to do was be judgmental and condescending

My jobs ok and it's a great post-grad job ... but I still hate it.

I want to write more, but my windows for writing are getting shorter and shorter.

When I have spare time, why don't I use it to get some writing done?

Damn, that girl over there sports those curves like a champ. Like, damn.

If I were some well-armed knightly character, I wouldn't ride a horse. That's for normies. I would ride a giant chameleon. And not some regular chameleon, one with thick wolverine claws and he'd have a long-a** prehensile tongue. I'd name him overkill 'cause f**k ironic names for comedic effect.

How can I advance a career in the governmental sector if I'm working an unskilled position at a non-profit organization in a completely unrelated sector?

Seriously, that girl. Damn!

Ugh, I want to eat that pizza from last night. But, shucks! I'm trying to avoid carbs. Oh but I've been good lately. I'll have a slice.

Why can't modern combat involve more samurai swords? Really! It would be so cool!

I wish I could produce my own theme music just by thinking about it thus willing it to happen. That would be cool.

I want cool ice powers. Why can't I have cool ice powers.

Why the fudge does superman have so many powers? Didn't his writers know give him ALL the powers would just make him EXTREMELY boring? Would it be awful if he had only flight and super strength? He can freeze things by breathing too hard for flukes sake! The heck!?

I want to be able to fly through space. No spaceship. No space suit. I just want to sail through endless cold void of space without freezing to death, getting fatally shredded space debris or frying to a crisp via full exposure to sunlight. That's it. That's all I want in a superpower

Those are the regular thoughts going through during a normal day.

Today I've been at school longer than I've been at home.

I think I'm developing coprolalia.