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Kiprobalhato
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23 Sep 2017, 2:10 pm

well i certainly feel that way.

when it seems like no matter what you do is wrong it kind of makes you want to do nothing at all.

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23 Sep 2017, 2:18 pm

^Maybe you haven't found the right job?

You seem like the intellectual type to me

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23 Sep 2017, 2:21 pm

I'm trying to clean out my computer room. I started yesterday by taking most of the stuff out of it so I can clean it up, and then organize everything when I put it back in. But there's so much stuff in this room that just moving it all out is overwhelming. And some things are just too big and heavy to move out. My desk and the computer aren't going anywhere, even if I manage not to use the computer long enough to do it. I guess it will be worth to have the room tidy, even if it only lasts for a couple of days. :roll:

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23 Sep 2017, 3:24 pm

Burst out laughing in the middle of a well-to-do shop today and attracted some strange stares, but actually didn't feel too anxious about them.

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23 Sep 2017, 7:21 pm

I wish I could write a post to explain how I'm feeling, in the haven.
I've tried doing so a few times.
I have no way with words, to explain feelings.
Or my feelings are unexplainable.
I see people posting asking for help.
I don't know how to do that.

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23 Sep 2017, 7:23 pm

There's no way anyone can help anyway.
So it's a pointless exercise.

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23 Sep 2017, 7:26 pm

^I can try to. I can give you kitty hugs, and eternity cookies.

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"A memory is something that has to be consciously recalled, right? But it's different from a memory locked deep within your heart. Words aren't the only way to tell someone how you feel...As long as I'm with you, as long as you're by my side, I won't give up even if I'm scared." Tifa Lockheart, Final Fantasy VII

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23 Sep 2017, 7:31 pm

^ thanks, but hugs and cookies aren't enough.
I want to die, really.
It's like I made it past my useby date, now there's nothing on the other side.
I've lost my joy.
May as well exit.

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23 Sep 2017, 7:32 pm

^^And I'll send you lots and lots of dragon hugs.

I wish there was more I could do to help.

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23 Sep 2017, 7:32 pm

I have a patient tonight with the same circumstance as my Pa had. Can't eat, has a UTI and they are trying to get him on hospice. Brings back alot of memories...

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23 Sep 2017, 7:35 pm

^^^I give you love and light. That is all I can really give to anyone.

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23 Sep 2017, 9:05 pm

my car runs on gas, but every time i go to the pump they only have liquids

Froya wrote:

^Maybe you haven't found the right job?

You seem like the intellectual type to me

maybe i haven't, yet, but i'd at least like to get the hang of manual jobs before i can possibly have something more...."intellectual"

i mean, it's not a complicated task, that's why i feel so bad whenever i screw up.

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23 Sep 2017, 9:41 pm

Once again my football team lost.

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23 Sep 2017, 10:13 pm

Felt like gorging

Garlic naan
Chocolate
Beef
Soy milk

Delicious

Nothing to do

Kind of regret not taking community college classes this semester

But they cost $$

:mrgreen:

Feel so useless

:idea:

:cry: