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^^Kitty hugs for you.



Where is this aching melancholy coming from? My heart? Past trauma that I've been ignoring? Who knows?

This cycle keeps going on. I wonder if I actually could get rid of all or any of my video games.

Navigating a treacherous path this weekend, in on-off contact with my new tutor shortly after she burned me in a vicious bit of feedback for making a clerical error. Spent most of Saturday night wide awake with my maps out, trying to figure out a nasty question she'd sprung upon my tutor group in an online tutorial. No one had submitted any theories yet in our forum, so I was determined to be the first... part of me is certain I too easily misjudge people, that if perhaps I proved I'm enthusiastic about the topic and willing to work hard, it would clear up the tension.
I wonder if I try too hard to please people, though. Sometimes there is no cure for another's antagonism.

^Thanks for the suggestion. I'll look into it.

I saw several gaggles of geese migrating when I was out today. The gaggle doesn't sound right except when geese are on the ground. They look pretty cool when they're migrating in V formation. I could hear them honking even though they were so high up.

I'm having an asthma attack. I took one respiratory treatment and it is still tight and I keep coughing. I can't calm down because today they start their little proceeding. Mary sounds like she's already kissing their ass.

Something happened yesterday, but I'm foo tired to talk about it right now - I'm just trying to breath.

^Hugs for you.

I'm back! I missed everybody here

I'm thinking of going into Opus on my way home to see what colours of resin there are and what fantasy colour of Paeblo paint I like the best.

Getting done with school so I won't have to worry about the rest of today.

I just woke up. The phone has a message from Mary on it but I don't want to play it. I feel like I'm going to be sick. I'm not ready for this yet. I think I'm going to get a panic attack I need to get myself under control.

Mary's messages said it isn't good news. I need to keep myself under control because of I get to upset Waldo will throw up again. I gotta call Mary. My hands keep shaking really bad I don't want to cry and I'm already starting to what could they have that they can get away with this!

I'm feeling better. I was able to change Mary's mind about resigning. I told Mary not to talk to anyone on the phone anymore or in person - everything needs to be done by letter or email so there is a paper trail. The management company guy who owns the company (and used to be a lawyer) tried to pressure Mary over the phone to get her to resign and it almost worked until I talked to her about what was really going on. The Board was supposed to vote on the Proxy that the guy who was thrown off the Board wanted to send out, however,nothing went out after I said about it being sent with both petitions and Mary and mine's rebuttals. The management company guy sent me an email to call him tonight and I told him that whatever he had to say to me needs to be done by email or mail so I can refer to them later - the guy is already saying that he didn't say that me and Mary could not be kept off the Board indefinitely, but I have the email where he did say it so he is also lying. Normally, I would have resigned if they had a leg to stand on, but I have been telling the truth all along and they are lying about so many things. I can't let them get away with this. They picked the wrong person to screw with.

I know I should feel happy about being appreciated--about being one of the few to be--but it's hard to feel happy about that when your friends aren't appreciated as well.