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The mental illness medications I take will make most inebriated at therapeutic doses. That's generally why they're used, as that sedation is one of the desired effects. Something I take will likely be not much different on my liver as ethanol, and that along with a couple of others will be worse for long-term CNS stuff. Ethanol will be worse for liver stuff for similar sedative effects though; one needs to consume far more ethanol to hit the same level of sleepy (well, for me anyway).

As for me,

Hmmmm. I can only really handle long distance study and self-employment. I'm not all that good at either, but that's basically the best I can hope for. Me no good around more than a handful of people and I like moving to my own time (that's probably an understatement).

Can't help myself
Bad Habits
Well I'm running wild
Lost control
And it's a shame to see
That a boy like me
Has so many bad habits

Entropy is the scariest word I know.

i would not wish a bee sting on my worst enemy. nor a hypodermic poke.

I step over ants.
That makes walking the dogs a pain in the arse. lol

I pick up worms after it rains to save them from the ants.

I find life an obscenity.
Brutality everywhere you look.
Darwin was disgusted also.

life sounds brutal down under.

I feel on edge all the time

I used to play with ants when I was a kid in my parents garden, when bored, in the sunshine. I liked setting them off in different directions and disrupting their harmony.

I used to get crumbs from my morning toasted bread & would set a crumb in the middle of a bunch of ants and then watch them carry the bread, which was bigger than their entire body.

I stood on ants a few times and I felt sad but they sometimes missed death by being smaller than the grooves in the soles of my shoes.

My favorite weather is the kind where you can turn off the heating/cooling machinery and open your windows and doors.

Such as, right now here today,

I can't really show my pain when I'm beyond a certain threshold. One of those things I learnt from life. I'll appear normal, but inside... . Maybe I should, but I always fear it making people sad for me in a way I don't want. Not a burden, no. But, things that wouldn't be received otherwise. This isn't why I originally did it, rather that's just what you learn to cope. Sadly, I usually withdraw into my shell afterwards, but I won't do that one again (not breakdown related).

I've only been like it a few times.

i may be too sentimental for my own good.

I had subscriptions to Batman, Transformers, Detective Comics, JLA, and X-Men growing up.