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Kiprobalhato
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27 Oct 2017, 7:12 pm

i wouldn't know why you're here, but, i'm glad you are.

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27 Oct 2017, 7:13 pm

To sleep.

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27 Oct 2017, 7:13 pm

I am so f*****g tired.

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27 Oct 2017, 7:14 pm

Raleigh wrote:

Doctors are putting pressure on for more radiation.
Because things aren't freaky enough now.
Lose the hair out of half your head, you'll thank us for it.
You'll still die horribly, of course.
You're welcome.

life is bittersweet. only you can decide when the bitter part is too overwhelming and the sweet too scarce to go on. just for me being selfish, i'd like to see funny, compassionate, brilliant raleigh live as long as possible. that aside, i'll support whatever decision you make.

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27 Oct 2017, 7:15 pm

Raleigh wrote:

Dragnet wrote:

Raleigh wrote:

I'm conflicted whether to keep going out of some kind of, idk, spite?? at the doctors who messed me up more than I needed to be messed up, or just give up now and get it over with?
The end result will be the same.

Are you talking about suicide? What do you mean give up?

The end result to life is always death, hate to be the bearer of bad news.

I'm aware of that.
So what's the point of continuing?

Well your asking a chronically suicidal person what a purpose to life is.

If you asked me in 2016, I would have said marijuana lulz

Sober in 2017, which is a weird year. I would say there isn't much to live for. I am waiting basically, for one of four possible out comes. Ranging from nothing to death to being of some kind of importance to someone else. I am not real sure and basically I just want my weed back lulz. Its all isolation either way, I mucked my life up when I failed to see social norms in college, the rest is all downhill from there. I saw what doesn't exist and I am not told much if anything, the why may never be apparent and it supposedly gets better and then it gets worse. How much worse, how much better? Who decides our worth and would we agree? Could all be a delusion, maybe life is a delusion, who decides what is and is not a delusion.

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27 Oct 2017, 7:17 pm

I'm growing cyanide in my garden.

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27 Oct 2017, 7:19 pm

Bitter almonds.

I can see the appeal of sleep.

We love you.

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27 Oct 2017, 7:35 pm

cathylynn wrote:

Raleigh wrote:

like rach said, we love you.

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27 Oct 2017, 7:42 pm

I could quote Hamlet, but that would probably make everyone sad, so I'm just going to post--wait, that's also sad. Nevermind.

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"A memory is something that has to be consciously recalled, right? But it's different from a memory locked deep within your heart. Words aren't the only way to tell someone how you feel...As long as I'm with you, as long as you're by my side, I won't give up even if I'm scared." Tifa Lockheart, Final Fantasy VII

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27 Oct 2017, 7:51 pm

I'm back from the Halloween dance. I was only there for around an hour, not including the time it took for me to get out of costume before going home. But a lot of people liked my Cat in the Hat costume and I won a gift card to Tim Hortons.

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27 Oct 2017, 7:59 pm

Raleigh wrote:

I'm growing cyanide in my garden.

I am growing weed out my ass lulz

I ate it :-)

That is why ya'll can't find it lol

I ate the entire plant lulz

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27 Oct 2017, 8:09 pm

lostonearth35 wrote:

congrats!

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27 Oct 2017, 9:14 pm

I seriously miss my old best friend, a poodle named Buddy, who was enthusiastic about everything and everybody. Ah, such a life we had together! Now Buddy's been gone for years. I have a cat named Velvet (Blue Russian), whom I love just as much. She sleeps as much as I do, which is just as well. (btw, both are purebred rescues, re my allergies. People are crazy.)

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27 Oct 2017, 9:27 pm

Raleigh wrote:

Are the docs offering a cure or a delay?
If you go, I'll miss you.

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28 Oct 2017, 7:29 am

My mind is on my mind in my mind surrounded by perceptions of my mind which is currently thinking about my mind.

This is an excise in mindfulness of the mind by keeping your mind on your mind.

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28 Oct 2017, 10:10 am

What story shall I write today?

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