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I used to laugh at Depend's commercials when I was 11. Karma bit me in the butt, being the b***h that she is.

I doubt I'll ever be able to wear headphones when I'm out in public

I'm far to hypervigilant

I'm sweating just wearing them indoors

I've lived in some less than desirable places in my lifetime

I play a game of looking for words starting with different letters of the alphabet whenever I read anything.

Plenty of things that annoys me because my household was too poor or poor enough to have such problem;

- A way earlier diagnosis in early childhood instead of teenage years when all the damage is already been done through sheer ignorance of my parents
- A regular access to therapy than rare sparse sessions to special classes
- Getting and completing 4-5 year college level course/s instead of 2 because that's all we can afford
- A house that never need to pay any rent to instead of living in the same apartment for about 20 years now
- Being in an apartment that we're not allowed to modify; not that we can afford to modify in ways we wanted it
- A very convenient means to visit at least the majority of my relatives at any moment; meaning, access on travel
- All that messed up mindset, attitude and relationship issues around the topic of finances
- Said topic of finances ruined many relationships before my eyes
- ... Not having certain appliances; baking oven, high end washing machines
- Not being able to get certain gadgets; biofeedback, massage chair,
- Ever damnable survival mode in everyone even if no one's uncertain if their meals will come tomorrow or on a verge of homelessness
- All that scarcity mindset to a point of opportunism and greed, all that perceived inferiority and the stress over said perceived scarcity
- Immediate families having to leave this country for jobs with higher wage and an even higher currency buying power
- Overall being down to luck in a more literal sense; even if I am lucky, relying on it is a gamble still
- A fricking cure or options for treating this chronic sneezing fit that never goes away instead of becoming an even bigger problem than my neurodivergence could've done
-Not being able to drive because we never owned any 4 wheeled vehicles and possibly not even able to afford getting a license even if I can drive

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I'm stupid ugly and dumb

I like to say "pan ku" instead of "thank you"

Once some Tarot lady told me that my life's spiritual mission is "teaching wisdom to people"; educating the uneducated and enlightening the unenlightened Also some reiki master told me my aura is pale yellow which is the color of a person with a sharp intellect

That's really good

And old woman selling trinkets at my front door once told me "you'll make your own luck"

I was really high at the time and I bought a black cat on a string necklace thing from her. I later decided (because I was so high) that said trinket was cursed and I threw it away

Another random truth about me then - I LOVE all sorts of trinkets I have a big jewellery casket full of various sorts of trinkets - necklaces, earrings, pendants etc. Now I'm wearing a thick necklace I bought for the voucher I won in an online contest recently and a cute, oriental looking flower shaped pendant is hanging from it - it's encrusted with sapphires and zirconias and I won it in another contest like two years ago

I've got a ponytail headache

I can't look at Phyrigian caps without thinking "Cool, Smurf hats!"

I weigh 265 lbs and I speak with a Germanic Canadian accent.

I don't have an apartment yet.

I always wear a watch that is three hours and five minutes behind, because the part where you reset it is broken, and I haven't gotten around to getting a new one.