ZachGoodwin wrote:
I hope I can overcome my paranoia and my obsessive thoughts.
Define paranoia?
What if you having a legitimate fear of a legitimate problem? And what if obsessive thoughts is your brain telling you to act in a manner that would solve the problem, perhaps maybe even in a manner that is not necessarily safe for yourself?
ZachGoodwin wrote:
Even though I'm the only one for what I believe in, I'll believe in myself.
People would go further if they didn't care what others think.
Haters be hating, but if a single person believed likewise it would be worth it or even if no one believed likewise, it would still be worth it just to piss the haters off or a minimum to stand in what someone believes at any costs. That is the point in having beliefs in the first place, if you don't fight for them, then you have no beliefs.