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cathylynn
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06 Jan 2018, 1:14 am

dragonsanddemons wrote:

Calm these hands before they
Snare another pill and
Drive another nail down another meaty hole
Please release me

-Lyrics from "Gravity" by A Perfect Circle

Not that I actually use pills, and I use pins, not nails, but still... I hit just the right spot and bled all over the place from just a pinprick, and once I got that under control, I still wasn't satisfied.
Please release me...

have you tried the rubber band around your wrist to snap against your wrist. sometimes the twinge can forestall worse self-harm. i hope you clean your needle well. i'm sorry that you're feeling frustration.

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06 Jan 2018, 1:57 am

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I tried that for a couple weeks, but it doesn't work as well for me since it's the blood I'm really after, not the pain. I suppose I should at least give red food coloring a try, although I think a significant part of the thrill comes from knowing it's my blood, so I don't know that it will work well. It can't hurt to try, though. I've been getting lazy recently, thank you for reminding me that I really ought to at least be cleaning things before use - I really don't want to have a self-inflicted wound getting infected.

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06 Jan 2018, 2:43 am

I was thinking of talking to Julia again. I have to think about it. If i do, then she'll ask what has been going on and i don't know if i want to talk about everything again. I hate having to tell stories several times to all different people so they all know what happened - especially when a considerable amount of time has passed because then you have to relive the whole experience again. I don't know if I'm up for that.

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06 Jan 2018, 3:39 am

I'm tired of people posting insults at people in their own thread, but you can't tell them off because they are in the Damn Haven! Get out of the Haven and then come at me - I'll dish it right back to you!

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06 Jan 2018, 3:51 am

nurseangela wrote:

Is that you, Mr. President?

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06 Jan 2018, 3:59 am

Darmok wrote:

nurseangela wrote:

Is that you, Mr. President?

Does this look like a tweet, Mr. Darmok? : - p

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06 Jan 2018, 5:00 am

two glasses of wine and already tipsy.

normal?

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06 Jan 2018, 5:19 am

chi,abloom am origg.

sadier has my prog rock in her basement, might bet chafed away whit some philistine;s heavy use of clipped horms.

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06 Jan 2018, 6:29 am

Kiprobalhato wrote:

two glasses of wine and already tipsy.

normal?

Don't worry.
I have had no alcohol and my world is spinning.
Wish I could have a wee glass.

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06 Jan 2018, 10:44 am

Just wondering what sort of f*cking idiot thinks that it's acceptable to turn left from the far right lane and cut up 2 lanes of traffic in the process.

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06 Jan 2018, 1:20 pm

Kiprobalhato wrote:

two glasses of wine and already tipsy.

normal?

if you don't drink much or often and drink two glasses fast, especially if you're taking any meds that have drowsiness as a side effect, unsurprising.

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06 Jan 2018, 1:22 pm

JT_ wrote:

Just wondering what sort of f*cking idiot thinks that it's acceptable to turn left from the far right lane and cut up 2 lanes of traffic in the process.

An idiot of course

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06 Jan 2018, 3:48 pm

good ol jeff sessions, looking out for his friends in the private prison industry.

cathylynn wrote:

Kiprobalhato wrote:

two glasses of wine and already tipsy.

normal?

if you don't drink much or often and drink two glasses fast, especially if you're taking any meds that have drowsiness as a side effect, unsurprising.

yeah, that was me last night minus the meds. at least i'm no longer on xanax.

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06 Jan 2018, 8:06 pm

Being human again...

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06 Jan 2018, 8:08 pm

Kiprobalhato wrote:

good ol jeff sessions, looking out for his friends in the private prison industry.

cathylynn wrote:

Kiprobalhato wrote:

two glasses of wine and already tipsy.

normal?

if you don't drink much or often and drink two glasses fast, especially if you're taking any meds that have drowsiness as a side effect, unsurprising.

yeah, that was me last night minus the meds. at least i'm no longer on xanax.

Jeff Sessions does not approve of your underage drinking :!:

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06 Jan 2018, 8:40 pm

I wish people didn't care about me so much so I could just kill myself instead of hanging around being a burden and leeching off of others because I can't support myself.

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