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12 Jan 2018, 12:12 am

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My parents seem to have forgotten that when you assume, you make an a** out of u and me. They keep assuming that I'm being lazy or not doing anything at all that I don't want to do, and saying things that imply they think they know for sure that I've done some thing or another to prove it, when I actually didn't do the thing in question (or didn't not do the thing I should've done that they assume I didn't because I'm too lazy or don't care). If I didn't do anything I didn't want to do, I wouldn't be living - I haven't actually wanted to live for years. The fact that I am proves that I don't just give up or try to get out of it every time I don't want to do something. It would be so much easier for me to just kill myself than to keep on living and trying to get to a point where I can support myself and live on my own. But when I want to die, it's not because I want to get out of anything to do with living, it's because I think the world would be better off without me. And it's things like my parents acting like they think I'm nothing but a lazy, self-centered layabout that make me think they'd be happier without me.



I'm sorry you're going through this. I went through this. I hope you find a way to stick up for yourself and demand their respect :heart:


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12 Jan 2018, 12:20 am

I met with an old friend today who has it all in a way. A degree and a masters, a great new job in government. She travels all the time, been everywhere I've ever wanted to go. And yet I don't fully envy her and I wonder why. Also the creepy waiter who get touching my shoulder and made me feel uncomfortable every time he walked by.

I'm also thinking about a guy I've just started speaking to, he's an Artist like me but lives in the US. I really want to meet him but I'm not sure how to make my interest known.

All in all, after a day of socialising I am typically left over thinking about every interaction


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12 Jan 2018, 7:39 am

Very pleased with the fact that I tackled 2 more tasks on my list.
I may even manage a trip to the library too.
Today feels like a progress day. :)



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12 Jan 2018, 8:42 am

What else but the condoplex.

Update : I'm still getting a new deck, but Mary is not. I don't even feel like talking about the changes the new Board is doing and how they are going to blame it on me and Mary - I'm just too tired to go into it right now.

A big problem - me and Mary had already set up our book club to meet at the clubhouse every last Thurs and I can see we are going to have a problem with the A-holes on the Board doing all they can to screw it up for us. We pay our dues, so it shouldn't even be an issue, but they are making it an issue. I told Mary if she doesn't have the keys to the clubhouse by the end of this week, I'm going to have to set something up at the library last minute. We probably will have to stop using the clubhouse because I think they will do something to cause Mary to lose her $200 deposit. Mary said they kept asking what she was going to be doing. It's none of their damn business! We found out that one of them last year used the clubhouse without even signing the necessary papers or putting down the $200 deposit! It was the b!tch that made up those f'n petitions against us! This whole thing is a mess. Now they are running over the entire complex doing whatever the hell they want. One is even using 3 carports when you are only supposed to have one. Whatever. I'm tired of fighting them.


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12 Jan 2018, 4:18 pm

Just resting after a week long of university studies..


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12 Jan 2018, 8:32 pm

The A-holes did it! I knew they would do something. The board got together after Mary gave her $200 deposit and was supposed to sign the papers - they said we couldn't use the clubhouse. Their reason was that a building just had a flood and they were going to let the people in that building use the clubhouse to store their things for awhile. Of course the people living in that building are the same asses who made those petitions against me and Mary!

I didn't know what to do so I looked online and almost all the libraries were booked at this late a date - except one. The room seems to be made specifically for a book club. It has a small kitchen with sink, microwave and refrigerator, enough room for 40 people, a big table, a big erase board, etc. Seems like the perfect setup so I booked it for the next 3 months then went online and informed everyone. I told Mary that I don't think we should use the clubhouse - they will just keep screwing with us and I don't want to take a chance since other people are involved. Jesus came through again. Thank you Jesus!

Even though we will not be using the clubhouse, I sent an email to management to let me know when the clubhouse is avail because other homeowners never had the luxury to store items in there and it is a source of income to the community. If he pushes me, I'm going to let everyone know they stopped us from using the clubhouse and Cheryl used it without even signing a contract or paying a deposit. They are abusing their Board privileges!


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12 Jan 2018, 8:44 pm

[quote="nurseangela"]The A-holes did it! I knew they would do something. The board got together after Mary gave her $200 deposit and was supposed to sign the papers - they said we couldn't use the clubhouse. Their reason was that a building just had a flood and they were going to let the people in that building use the clubhouse to store their things for awhile. Of course the people living in that building are the same asses who made those petitions against me and Mary!


That is complete AssHattery,for I'm doing with something similar in my condo complex,which at the moment I'm hoping to move to a better place alongside my mom.Basically, the tenant,if you want to call him that whom lives beneath me basically is manufacturing & distributing me for all intensive purposes;however, the members of the board won't do anything at all which is not surprising to me.Therefore, me and my mom have decided to pool or meager resources together and find a small house away from this "Boganville" as Raleigh would call it.It pisses me off the idiot can't be evicted for carrying out a felony.


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13 Jan 2018, 1:09 pm

I'm so bored today! The snow is awful here


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13 Jan 2018, 1:16 pm

Just resting after taking my animal companion to get her annual rabies vaccine


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13 Jan 2018, 3:49 pm

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Well, it looks like nan has another set of noisy neighbours, these ones seem particularly active at night. That’s the thing, living in a semi-detached house/bungalow or whatever...doesn’t matter. You’re still going to hear the noise from the next door neighbours, whether you’re in the next room or three rooms along. The noise travels through the roof. My uncle was absolutely right, a semi-detached place does certainly not mean that it will be noise-free. It’s attached, it’s how sound exactly travels through to the next house.


I think my nan is pissed off at having a new set of noisy neighbours. Ah, the result of being in a semi-detached. She’s sleeping downstairs again.


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13 Jan 2018, 4:47 pm

Now trying to return to myself to a state of normalcy after freeing myself of taking a medication which for all intensive purposes would wind up being fatal to me in the long run.


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13 Jan 2018, 5:48 pm

Making sure I do not eat anything until much later.


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13 Jan 2018, 9:28 pm

I'm going to the chemist to get myself crisps and soda, be back soon all


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13 Jan 2018, 10:23 pm

Someone died from a flesh-eating bacteria as a result of eating oysters.


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14 Jan 2018, 12:37 am

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14 Jan 2018, 2:39 am

Living with asd isn't so bad until people want you to integrate into society like a normal person. It's not so bad until you have social burn out and people are angry with you for cancelling plans but you struggle to feel bad because you're literally incapable of carrying out said plans but then you feel bad for not knowing how to properly feel bad. Sometimes social interactions are so energy sapping.

Oh and I fancy a guy that lives in a different country


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