dragonsanddemons wrote:
My parents seem to have forgotten that when you assume, you make an a** out of u and me. They keep assuming that I'm being lazy or not doing anything at all that I don't want to do, and saying things that imply they think they know for sure that I've done some thing or another to prove it, when I actually didn't do the thing in question (or didn't not do the thing I should've done that they assume I didn't because I'm too lazy or don't care). If I didn't do anything I didn't want to do, I wouldn't be living - I haven't actually wanted to live for years. The fact that I am proves that I don't just give up or try to get out of it every time I don't want to do something. It would be so much easier for me to just kill myself than to keep on living and trying to get to a point where I can support myself and live on my own. But when I want to die, it's not because I want to get out of anything to do with living, it's because I think the world would be better off without me. And it's things like my parents acting like they think I'm nothing but a lazy, self-centered layabout that make me think they'd be happier without me.
I'm sorry you're going through this. I went through this. I hope you find a way to stick up for yourself and demand their respect
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