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19 Jan 2018, 10:33 pm

I had three cups of iced tea and one cup of chai tea today (normally I only have one or two cups of iced tea), and I still needed a three-hour nap this afternoon. I used to be unable to nap during the day at all, and one cup of a caffeinated beverage after 4PM would keep me awake all night, until a month or so ago. The only med change was dropping one I had a bad reaction to (Abilify), and I had no significant lifestyle changes, so I have no idea why I'm suddenly so tired all the time.


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19 Jan 2018, 10:35 pm

How much happier I would be if my mother didn't exist.


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19 Jan 2018, 11:01 pm

I wonder what people saw when they looked at me 20 years ago. I certainly didn't like watching videos of myself, so is it possible they saw and disliked what I did, but didn't act on that out of politeness?


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20 Jan 2018, 1:15 am

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About that arranged marriage thing..... I'm seeing some of the previews of the shows coming up and they are all fighting. Ugh. I guess it's gonna be just me and Waldo - for now. :mrgreen:


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20 Jan 2018, 4:23 am

SentientPotato wrote:
I wonder what people saw when they looked at me 20 years ago. I certainly didn't like watching videos of myself, so is it possible they saw and disliked what I did, but didn't act on that out of politeness?


they probably saw a 13 year old boy.


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20 Jan 2018, 8:27 am

Getting my walkies in as long as it's not Arctic cold as yesterday


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20 Jan 2018, 8:29 am

I ordered my new glasses yesterday, I'm excited for them to be ready to be picked up. They are purple and not blue this time. These won't have the Transition lenses in them, thankfully.


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20 Jan 2018, 8:41 am

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I ordered my new glasses yesterday, I'm excited for them to be ready to be picked up. They are purple and not blue this time. These won't have the Transition lenses in them, thankfully.


Transitions lenses never been fond of such.Speaking of visual devices I need to schedule a eye exam to get my new pair of imaging gadgets as such.


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20 Jan 2018, 9:37 am

kazanscube wrote:
TheSilentOne wrote:
I ordered my new glasses yesterday, I'm excited for them to be ready to be picked up. They are purple and not blue this time. These won't have the Transition lenses in them, thankfully.


Transitions lenses never been fond of such.Speaking of visual devices I need to schedule a eye exam to get my new pair of imaging gadgets as such.


I got them for the first time last year and I didn't like them. My father has them and loves them, so I thought I would give them a try, but I'm not a fan.


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20 Jan 2018, 9:44 am

Hunger


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20 Jan 2018, 10:53 am

A person who use to be a friend. She was a pretty interesting person and was also fun to talk to! I keep thinking about her because our friendship didn't end on good terms and I guess it would have been nice to have closure. :( (not that I wanted to end in the first place.)

The best part is that she can survive nuclear explosions and walk through radiation unharmed, you don't meet a person like that everyday! :D (inside joke.)


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20 Jan 2018, 12:07 pm

I want something crispy, but it's 1AM.


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20 Jan 2018, 12:45 pm

I am so damn ill ATM.


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20 Jan 2018, 1:08 pm

get myself some lunch


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20 Jan 2018, 9:47 pm

Wishing I'd never existed, or at least that people didn't care about me so I could kill myself without guilt stopping me. I haven't wanted to live in over a decade, and I really think I do more harm than good by continuing to live. I have the sneaking suspicion that I won't ever be able to support myself, and I don't want to keep living by leeching off of others.


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20 Jan 2018, 10:12 pm

dragonsanddemons wrote:
Wishing I'd never existed, or at least that people didn't care about me so I could kill myself without guilt stopping me. I haven't wanted to live in over a decade, and I really think I do more harm than good by continuing to live. I have the sneaking suspicion that I won't ever be able to support myself, and I don't want to keep living by leeching off of others.


You have your entire life ahead of you filled with many opportunities and you're surrounded by those that love you. You make those lives better, enriching their lives, without you, they would lose what they find most valuable in this world. They love you and you love them. You have a bright future young dragon, find in it which makes you happy, for your happiness is what is most important to those around you.


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