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14 Dec 2018, 12:17 am
cathylynn wrote:
shortfatbalduglyman wrote:
cathylynn wrote:
shortfatbalduglyman wrote:
cathylynn wrote:
shortfatbalduglyman wrote:
For the fifth time, I ate an entire 470 calorie trader Joe's hummus veggie wrap, two hours after breakfast. Bloated, ashamed, guilty.
Winter.
Seasonal affective disorder
Winter.
Seasonal affective disorder
you must not be overeating because you're not gaining weight. even if you were gaining weight, your overeating would likely be a symptom of a disease, depression, and not a moral failing.
do you blame an asthma patient for gasping for breath? take it easy on yourself (and everyone else - might make finding friends easier. don't put up with abuse, but bad grammar doesn't make a bad person, for example.)
Overreacting could be a symptom of depression, Prader Willi Syndrome,or a disease. Weight gain or loss is a symptom of some diseases. However, besides fatigue and brainfog, no other symptoms yet. And the copay $$$$$. Some doctors had the nerve to dismiss my symptoms. So even if I went, the doctor might not have the power to do anything , other might choose not to.
i'm aware that picking on one's self is also a symptom of depression so probably can't be completely stopped, but, at least, talk back to those negative thoughts and feelings because they're mostly not true.
"Mostly"? What is "the truth"?
i'm not sure what your truth is, but i am sure you could be gentler to yourself and that gentleness would benefit you.
The standards have to be high enough to make progress and low enough to be reasonable
There is a limit and a quota
Sometimes it is better to more gentle and sometimes it is better to be more rough
Merely being "gentler" is not always a good thing
That results in stagnation, sloth. That is how I have been for 13 years.
If you are too rough on yourself, burnout and workaholic
you can also be like my mom by being so hard on yourself that you're paralyzed. i think that's where you were those 13 years rather than you having been too gentle.
Do not know what you mean by "so hard on yourself".
No school, no work. Nothing to do all day long. Just long walks, library. Almost no homophobia. Health decent.
No goals, hobbies, job
If that is "hard", what is "easy"?
Today ate:
Five pears
Banana, two
Spinach
Two trader Joe's hummus veggie wrap
Half piece trader Joe's whole wheat naan
3 Whoppers, one quarter serving chocolate, ate the caramel off of a twix
One third serving fish balls
Ate til bloated and feel sick
Mouth wants more
Stomach wants to vomit
No plans for the rest of my "life" .
Loitering and panhandling
"Life" has been over for a long time
No stupid lil "friends"
I think some things should go without saying
14 Dec 2018, 12:47 am
14 Dec 2018, 3:26 am
14 Dec 2018, 3:34 am
my knuckles keep splitting and bleeding like mad cus of the dry winter air 
14 Dec 2018, 5:41 am
securitron wrote:
my knuckles keep splitting and bleeding like mad cus of the dry winter air
Drinking plenty of water, exercising, and stretching helps with that. Circulation and hydration. Mine used to do that too in highschool.
cecilfienkelstien
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14 Dec 2018, 4:07 pm
Someone had the nerve to tell me that I did not say "thank you", but I did and he did not hear
Then he followed it up, with how "important" manners are and how you won't get anywhere in "life" without them
Today again, I ate the entire trader Joe's hummus veggie wrap
470 calories
Obsessed about mister redelings. 
homophobic precious lil "person".
(San Diego 2006)
14 Dec 2018, 6:01 pm
shortfatbalduglyman wrote:
cathylynn wrote:
shortfatbalduglyman wrote:
cathylynn wrote:
shortfatbalduglyman wrote:
cathylynn wrote:
shortfatbalduglyman wrote:
For the fifth time, I ate an entire 470 calorie trader Joe's hummus veggie wrap, two hours after breakfast. Bloated, ashamed, guilty.
Winter.
Seasonal affective disorder
Winter.
Seasonal affective disorder
you must not be overeating because you're not gaining weight. even if you were gaining weight, your overeating would likely be a symptom of a disease, depression, and not a moral failing.
do you blame an asthma patient for gasping for breath? take it easy on yourself (and everyone else - might make finding friends easier. don't put up with abuse, but bad grammar doesn't make a bad person, for example.)
Overreacting could be a symptom of depression, Prader Willi Syndrome,or a disease. Weight gain or loss is a symptom of some diseases. However, besides fatigue and brainfog, no other symptoms yet. And the copay $$$$$. Some doctors had the nerve to dismiss my symptoms. So even if I went, the doctor might not have the power to do anything , other might choose not to.
i'm aware that picking on one's self is also a symptom of depression so probably can't be completely stopped, but, at least, talk back to those negative thoughts and feelings because they're mostly not true.
"Mostly"? What is "the truth"?
i'm not sure what your truth is, but i am sure you could be gentler to yourself and that gentleness would benefit you.
The standards have to be high enough to make progress and low enough to be reasonable
There is a limit and a quota
Sometimes it is better to more gentle and sometimes it is better to be more rough
Merely being "gentler" is not always a good thing
That results in stagnation, sloth. That is how I have been for 13 years.
If you are too rough on yourself, burnout and workaholic
you can also be like my mom by being so hard on yourself that you're paralyzed. i think that's where you were those 13 years rather than you having been too gentle.
Do not know what you mean by "so hard on yourself".
No school, no work. Nothing to do all day long. Just long walks, library. Almost no homophobia. Health decent.
No goals, hobbies, job
If that is "hard", what is "easy"?
Today ate:
Five pears
Banana, two
Spinach
Two trader Joe's hummus veggie wrap
Half piece trader Joe's whole wheat naan
3 Whoppers, one quarter serving chocolate, ate the caramel off of a twix
One third serving fish balls
Ate til bloated and feel sick
Mouth wants more
Stomach wants to vomit
No plans for the rest of my "life" .
Loitering and panhandling
"Life" has been over for a long time
No stupid lil "friends"
I think some things should go without saying
by hard, i mean judging yourself harshly.
14 Dec 2018, 6:45 pm
auntblabby
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Posts: 115,227
Location: the island of defective toy santas
14 Dec 2018, 8:41 pm
14 Dec 2018, 8:44 pm
auntblabby wrote:
gale force winds threatening to blow my tin can down the road and blow down power lines here.
I'm unhappy about this ^
Can you go to a neighbour or somewhere more safe? Please let us know you're OK!
