Post something that made you UNHAPPY today.

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((Hugs)).

(hugs back) I'm glad this forum exists.

me too.

(((April & Cecil)))

I went with my girlfriend to the bus station this morning(she's spending the night with family). We took a bus there because the sidewalks are very icy & it was snowing again. There was a lot of snow a couple days ago & it rained a lot yesterday which made the sidewalk very wet & that froze over during the night & it started snowing again this morning. I went to RiteAid after Cass got on her bus cuz RiteAid is pretty close to the station & she needed a couple things from there. I was walking back to the bus station after I left RiteAid & my foot slide & I fell. I almost never fall on ice thou I may slide some & yet I already fell a couple times this winter. I really do need to buy new shoes but I think there's more to it than that. Other people were talking about how they fell today too. The sidewalks were all ice or slush today with alittle snow on top. This has been a bad winter with the weather so far so that's probably it. I'm a little sore from the fall but not too bad at the moment. I'll take a nap at some point & see how I feel when I get up. I'll take an Aleve when I eat my so-called breakfast if I feel worse.

Another thing is that I'm depressed today. I took a nap last night & had a great dream about my celeb crush/obsession. I hadn't dreamed about Miranda in ages & I never dreamed about her often but it's been more than a few times in the last like 10 years I've been crushing on her. I was always in a good mood when I woke up after those dreams but for some reason I got depressed after being up a bit cuz of the last dream despite it being a really good dream. I'm not exactly sure why it made me depressed. I've been trying not to let it bother me so far today & put on a good mask but I feel like total cr@p & want to snap at anyone. Thankfully I'm spending the rest of the day & tonight home alone. There's nothing I really want to do thou except listen to bitter rock but I'm getting tired of that & I would much rather if someone slapped or hit my head really hard or get ECT. I'm on the max dose of the antidepressant Wellbutrin/Bupropion along with 3 other psych meds but I don't think those are relevant to this. I haven't really been depressed in ages so I'm not really sure why I am now. Maybe I'll feel better after I take a nap in a bit.

Accidentally burning the roof of my mouth.

I'm feeling a lot better now. The nap helped some thou I kept waking up & I think drinking a beer helped too. I tried to take another nap since then but I really didn't sleep at all. At least I'm not still depressed.

Tiredness.

Ouch!!

That so many people often go undiagnosed or misdiagnosed wherein, such individuals struggle throughout life, as I happen to be one of said persons.

The kid who fell down the well in Spain did not come out alive.

That's awful

I went out for two hours instead of one. During that time this guy I vaguely know and that I was trying to make small talk with had an argument with me in a café. I don't like talking to strangers in public at the best of times, least of all when I'm being judged. Then I came home and did my routine. It was late. Now I have no time to do my art.

Anti-vaxxers who have actually admitted they think it's better to let their child die than be autistic and "be a vegetable", as they put it.

My left shoulder and upper arm are not in good shape. I can't even raise my arm properly to shave under it, so it's gotten pretty hairy. Last night I was so depressed because it's gotten so painful and difficult to move my left arm I just cried. In fact, I'm crying right now.

I have nothing to look forwards to but my body and mind deteriorating as I age. I'll be 45 next month but I feel like I'm 90.

Feeling guilty and frustrated because of pro-cure aspies on WP and people saying severely autistic people should be cured and that mildly autistic people are basically supremacists.

Feeling guilty and frustrated because my being offended and disgusted by stupid ignorant things people say about autism makes me an oversensitive snowflake.

And I probably have species dysphoria. I hate the human race and I hate *being* human. I hate being reminded that I'm human because humans make mistakes and aren't perfect. WELL DUH! We must be the single least perfect species there is. It makes sense that I'm a furry wannabe since I loved dressing in animal costumes as a kid and watched cartoons where most of the characters were animals or non-human creatures and draw cartoons where most of my characters aren't human.

^hugs. I feel the same way about anti vaxxers. Who are you to know the inner world of a severely autistic person? Just because it makes THEM depressed they think they can decide the fate of people. You're not oversensitive, As you're autistic its completely normal to think about this stuff.

I used the wrong credit card to buy my husband a gift from Amazon, and I can't change the information.