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05 Mar 2018, 7:10 pm

I am on my way to a grocery store to buy a bottle of valerian root, which I ran out of a few days prior.


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05 Mar 2018, 8:03 pm

I'm so sick of people who don't know even half of my challenges holding me to expectations far higher than I can ever dream of reaching, then implying (or straiggt-up saying) I'm just not trying hard enough or don't care when I can't meet said expectations - and if I tried to explain to them, they'd say I'm just making excuses. And I'm so sick of being disabled - I'd much rather just be able to do what others can and expect me to do.


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05 Mar 2018, 10:01 pm

My family seems to think that the problems I'm having will just disappear eventually... I have mentioned my depression more than once and yet not a single attempt has been done to help me. I have mentioned hating traffic noise yet still nothing was done to help. I have mentioned wanting friends and try going to more places but there seems to be no help in that either. Some of them said they would try and help but then I never hear about it again. I wonder if they expect these issues to solve themselves at some point?

Sometimes I feel like if I were to stop talking to them they would forget I even exist.


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05 Mar 2018, 10:37 pm

i kind of just want a bf now.



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05 Mar 2018, 11:23 pm

AquaineBay wrote:
My family seems to think that the problems I'm having will just disappear eventually... I have mentioned my depression more than once and yet not a single attempt has been done to help me. I have mentioned hating traffic noise yet still nothing was done to help. I have mentioned wanting friends and try going to more places but there seems to be no help in that either. Some of them said they would try and help but then I never hear about it again. I wonder if they expect these issues to solve themselves at some point?

Sometimes I feel like if I were to stop talking to them they would forget I even exist.

please call a doctor about your depression.



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06 Mar 2018, 6:59 am

Trying to finish up some university projects


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06 Mar 2018, 8:27 am

What if an atomic bomb had been dropped on Angband?



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06 Mar 2018, 2:09 pm

Did my first drawing today that I used oil pastels to color. It came out pretty nice. The oil pastels were a great purchase as was the book I bought last week.

I have a Manga I really want to start reading but Manga is so expensive :(


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06 Mar 2018, 6:31 pm

^I know how you feel. There's two manga series that I want, and each individual volume costs $20. >.<


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07 Mar 2018, 2:28 am

I don't know what to do with myself.

When I got older and things were bad, I was a "runner". I'd run away. Go somewhere far away, drive anywhere between 20 and 500 miles. Go be around people that love me unconditionally and would distract me from my problems.

I don't have that luxury anymore.

So I don't know how to handle the torrential storm of emotions that plague me during times of serious trial.


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07 Mar 2018, 2:35 am

Jethro Tull Music.



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07 Mar 2018, 5:58 am

Adulthood is getting so close I can practically taste it.



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07 Mar 2018, 6:35 am

Hoping to earn my certifications, though my short term memory is crap.


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07 Mar 2018, 12:04 pm

I am looking at the sky, which does not exist.


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07 Mar 2018, 12:37 pm

Kuraudo7777 wrote:
^I know how you feel. There's two manga series that I want, and each individual volume costs $20. >.<


Awww :( I found the first two volumes used on Amazon, but this one has over 10 volumes so it's going to take me a while to collect these.


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07 Mar 2018, 12:39 pm

I'm also trying to hunt down old Pokemon games. So far i haven't found any copies of Pokemon Soulsilver under $100.


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