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Cannot deal with this.

I need a nap. I woke up at 4 AM with a bloody nose so in turn, I couldn't do much other than wait until the blood on my pillow was dry.

^ Should I even ask how that happened?

Having a difficult time at the moment believing that I'm actually autistic. And at level 2.


And I forgot to get hot sauce when I was at the store.

I've been seeing plush toys of dinosaurs out for Easter, but except for the tags that say "Easter Plush Toy", they just look like plain ol' dinosaurs, and dinosaurs went extinct long before Easter ever became a Christian holiday, so what do they have to do with Easter?

Because they lay eggs? But lots of birds and animals besides chickens lay eggs, and no one says "Hey look, it's the Easter Turtle! It's Mother's Day now, but he finally made it!"

Here comes Platypus Cottontail, hoppin' down the Platypus Trail, hippity hoppity Easter's on its way!

The weird thing is, it would be more acceptable to see plush dinosaurs in Santa suits out for Christmas than Easter.

And of course, bunnies don't lay eggs. Before the Cadbury Bunny I always pictured the Easter Bunny owning a chicken coop.

Here is my window of opportunity.
Stop taking the medication and slip into a coma.
Then I wouldn't have to deal with anything ever again.
Tempting.

I just passed a level 2 in Food Safety and Hygiene. It took me nine days to get it all sorted out and I finally passed with an eighty percent score rate. I think I just need to own my own skills more and not feel as if I'm preparing myself for judgement day.

What is going on in my mind is Genesis music and me building an Aircraft Carrier.

Every single time I think I did something really well, it turns out that everyone else has done it ten times better than me.

Today in group, we were supposed to draw things representing our diagnoses, and I thought I had a great idea of drawing a platform labeled "success, independence, fulfillment," another platform just a little bit below it, and a bunch of people on both of those platforms, and me on the ground much farther below (as a dragon, of course), and the people above criticizing me for not taking such an easy step that for me, was actually a hopelessly high leap. In addition, I had invisible chains attaching me to the ground, and binding my wings and mouth. But the instructor barely said anything about mine while complimenting or commenting on the relatability of everyone else's drawings

The clothes I will be ordering next month. I need some new summer clothes. I hope all of it stays in stock.

That I must not do what I did a year ago, and especially do what I didn’t.