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I remember when springs used to be warm and sunny. Now it's wet and miserable.

I'm drunk right now. Or tipsy. Idk the difference. It's my first time. Mind anyone telling me the difference? For now, my hand's a bit numb. Seriously.

And I find myslf relying on rote memory, external oriented thinking, and a serious level of mental tension to "compensate" this state.

If I lower my guard down, the world will start spinning, be less attentive, stumble, and start doing stupid things. One mistake, or a moment down, i might as well vomit.

Oh, and I just found out that I could out drink one of my coworkers who drinks more than I ever had. It had something to do with our bodies and respective constitutions.

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Seriously. I drank, like, about 1/6th liter of 5 year old Rosé and it's my first time ever doing it.

.. This is like holding back nausea. Plus impaired sense of balance and space, maybe judgement too.

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Lose more time here - Updates at least once a week.

An interview tomorrow for a permanent position.

Not sure if they are serious or if they just want to interview me to steal ideas, i always get paranoid about that. I have prepared demos that has been scaled down to not give away too much information and i constantly have to think of what i say and talk usability - and not tech. And yes, my ideas are far ahead of what most security companies do.

I volunteer today! Right on....work!

enjoying my day

The compromises that I'm willing to make in order to express myself here.

Since Easter is on April Fool's Day this year, I wonder if someone will play a prank by slipping whoopie cushions on the benches at a church. And then when people sit on them and the loud noises of flatulence ensue, the prankster will exclaim, "Now I know why church benches are called 'pews'!"

I'm off to lunch with my friends.

There are so many customer service type job openings. I could probably get a job if I could possibly do that, but my selective mutism would not go over well. No way that's happening unless I don't have to answer phones (because I often can't be understood over the phone) and can use a text-to-speech app on my phone instead of talking (which I'd be willing to do, but I doubt it would go over well with employers and/or customers).

Also lots of driving jobs, but I can't drive.

I've pretty much wrecked everything here for myself on Saturday. I'm pretty sure the younger members hate me.

Wanting something to eat now because I skipped lunch.

The modern peace-sign is kind of growing on me.

Halbach arrays.