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I finally was able to get my old memory card from my LG phone to transfer my photos to my computer, thanks to the help of an adapter. I am in heaven with all of the photos I am finding. It's going to be worth the wait for this transfer to finish, it is going to take at least an hour more. I'll be patient.

tomorrow i'll start my english course!! ! i'm thinking a lot about how will be the other people in the class and i hope i maybe can make a friend

Dealing with that old German grump makes me want to get my grove on.

its hard to read the screen these days

I'm wondering if it's possible to sneak up on someone and snap their neck to kill them instantly.
I'm sure it's not nearly as easy at it looks in the video games. I'd probably just paralyze them or give them an extremely painful neck injury.

Well, I saw my psychiatrist today, and she agrees that whatever's going on with me, it's probably not medication-related. I guess I'm going to be seeing a neurologist sometime in the not-too-distant future.

cathy lynn

do not know how to cook.

only cooking for one.

hate cooking.

the other thing: there are not many things that i eat, that require preparation.

exotic bean salad, epicurean tofu, tofu scramble, kit kat, reese's sticks, twix, naan. it's just way too hard to make. especially in small doses. in the case of candy, paranoid that, if bake a lot of it, will binge (and otherwise would not have done so)

I tried getting my groove on early this morning. It didn't go over too well. I'm doing Canada and Germany from now on. England isn't worth the trouble.

The trouble is that Halloween feeling and being miss-gendered by the cisgendered.

"life" reminds me of the saying "you can't make a silk purse out of a sows ear"

Thus far, (amost) nothing that I did, appeared to have been sufficient to get the goal

Besides even if it was sufficient, it usually was not worth the energy it took

Precious lil "people" naturally have personalities that make it easier for them to do well at school, work. Relationships, emotions

Granted I am not good at the theory of multiple intelligences or the Weschler IQ test (administered by a psychologist) , but that is not the main problem. Seriously, usually I feel way too far gone and not all there and beyond repair.

Wounded civilian





Dissociated


Every day feel like gorging

No precious lil "friends"



Almost everything is harder for me that precious lil "people"


Sleeping. The slightest noise or emotional disturbance prevents it . Have to be lying down and etcetera

Eating. Things taste weird and powerful. Addicted to candy and bread. Feel gross and dysfunctional after eating the slightest thing that is not ideal

Bowel movements take a long time. Sometimes over one hour. Straining

No precious lil "friends"

Flunked school

Fired numerous times

Evicted

Six out of ten personality disorders

Do not even have Facebook friends

Thus I am hopeless helpless

too far gone


Public nuisance

Loitering

Guilty

Ashamed


Failure


Useless


Hateful

Bitter

Angry

No future

No hope


Nobody gives a rats ass about my dumbfuck worthless corpse

And I got nothing to provide the same system, positively


Suspect brain damage



The current counselor told me, that the insurance only pays for counseling until November this year


Once every other week

Fifty minutes each time


And then it is all over

Occupational therapy, applied behavioral analysis, speech therapy all cost a lot more than just counseling


So it appears difficult to fathom that the insurance will pay for any other therapy

The Regional Center only provides services for clients diagnosed before 18

And my diagnosis was after 18






Without school, work, friends, or anything like that. Social and communication skills and all seven multiple intelligences rapidly getting much worse

And they were never too great to begin with


Senile


Bored

Only 35 years old


Nothing to do all day long


Usual decibels sound way too loud

"Life" is like Sisyphus

The current counselor told me "you are okay the way you are and people should not hrrt your feelings"

Devil's advocate

Plenty of people make fun of Trump

So what?

"Should", "can", and "will" are all different things

Nobody has a moral right to veto someone's actions or statements on the sole basis that it hrrts someone's feelings

Not even the president of the United States

The counselor hrrt my feelings by telling me that

She treated me like I was so stupid that I would believe that statement

So what I did not win Nobel Prize in Physics


Neither did she


Theory of multiple intelligences