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Thanks for your kind words everybody My face feels really swollen still and it's a slow process right now trying to get back to eating regular food but I'm not in a lot of pain.

EMV cards just came in this country for, like, no more than a year ago.

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The women of Bruce Lee which he had on the side :

Sharon Farrell
Thordis Brandt
Betty Pei (she clearly calls herself his gf)
Nora Miao (she neither confirm or deny it , would not talk to Matt Polly who was writing a book about Lee)

Polanski also said that Lee enjoyed the swiss women in 1970 so who knows , Saint Bruce he was not :p

It's starting to look a lot more hopeful that we will be getting a puppy very soon!

Will I ever get to the point where noise doesn't bother me? The more I try things like headphones my sensitivity to traffic noise gets even worse. I have extreme anxiety going places sometimes even with my mother with me I still feel scared. My brother apparently thinks that I like being depressed or something and keeps complaining to me about not having our room to himself or that he doesn't get the house to himself. I know those are things that people want at times but that isn't going to help me in any way it just makes me feel worse.

the train station e-mailed me to offer me an internship in Maintenance Engineering.

but i did not apply for that internship.

however i applied for a different internship.

then it e-mailed to tell me that it would "like to recall" that e-mail.

and then after that (at a later time), a different e-mail was the Internship Agreement. it told me to fill it out and return it.

so, did it offer me an internship?

maybe i will just show up the first day.

what's the most they could do, fire me?

they can't fire me, b/c they did not hire me.



this is not the first time this has happened.

in 2012, a staffing agency, K Force, e-mailed to congratulate me for a job.

then it emailed to tell me that the email was an error.






appetite gone haywire

feel like gorging

as usual

i am so emotionally fragile

worthless, useless, misunderstood

today was "As Good As it Gets".

no school, no work, no homophobia, perfect health, no menstrual cycle, nobody bothered me, et cetera

but still feel like gorging





"life" is going nowhere.

Gay Pride Parade is tomorrow. as usual, not going.

went to the Warriors Parade last week. did not go on purpose. on the way from the job interview to the bus stop, got stuck in the Warriors Parade. (golden state warriors basketball team). it was crowded.

sensory overload.

loud. auditorily

and kind of hot.

forget job skills and Theory of Multiple Intelligences - i have a hard time even going to the Gay Pride Parade

thus hence so i am so useless and dysfunctional

and to think i fantasize(d) about enlisting in the united states military

scuzzy civilian

reality check

psychobabble

precision of language


running out of methods to waste away my "life"

Good luck on your puppy, SilentOne!

I manage to do some classwork outside of the class itself, which is not against the rules. I simply chose to do one of the lessons so, I wont be behind.

Liangelo ball

Trump, migrant children separated from parents



Mister pickles sandwiches




Briefly toyed with the prospect of just showing up to the Maintenance Engineering internship the first day. See how long it takes to get fired for incompetence

But (1) the email required the interns to sign a form and turn it in . Two weeks before work starts. that's plenty of time to notice something

(2) would have to reschedule counseling. Counselor might not have time to reschedule. Or might get a worse time

(3) socially awkward, drama

(4) renting a computer scanner costs about fifteen bucks

(5) waste one day

Reminds me of "Make a Wish" foundation

But I have no terminal illness diagnosis yet

Thus far

35 years old




If I could , make a wish

Breast reduction surgery

Structural engineering

Military

Astronaut

DRAGONB (#176) The mortuary photos of Bruce Lee's bloated face have been the source of many conspiracy theories. It is obvious there is something wrong with his face in them. Is it a sign of poisoning? That he was beaten up by the Triads? Of anaphylactic shock from the aspirin? None of the bloating or apparent damage to his face was noted by the coroner in the autopsy report or by Peter or Linda who viewed his body. So unless they are all covering it up, it happened after he died. I asked Andre Morgan and he told me (and I'm paraphrasing here), "His bloated face was the result of a botched embalming job. Most Hong Kongers are cremated because graves are so expensive in Hong Kong. The mortuary employees had very little experience embalming bodies, and they did a terrible job." I found Morgan's explanation credible and put it in my book, but I understand there are some who won't.

(Andre Morgan , distribution man at Golden Harvest , the priest in "When TKD Strikes")

Interesting, did not know that.

Yesterday someone opened the women's bathroom door for me. She did not act homophobic or dramatic

Today someone called me "young lady".

Paranoid I look like a cisgender woman

But whatever

It is not that homophobic here and now



Doing the same thing, every day

Obsessive compulsive disorder

Neuroplasticity

But no $$ or precious lil "friends" to do things with

Beware of precious lil "people's" attitudes and assumptions

Sometimes they are not even aware

They don't know what they don't know. Then they tell me that I was "lying" or wrong otherwise

The captcha is annoying.

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