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The continuing demise of WP.

The demise of the horror movie genre

Today planning to print out the job offer, fill it out scan and email it to the human resources

If, before Monday July 9, morning, , nobody from work has told me to not come to work, because they emailed the job offer, in mistake, (fine) . Then I won't go

If nobody tells me that , I will go

Just that I have to cancel counseling before January 9, 3:28pm

This is not petty larceny, forgery. Hanging a shingle. Falsifying professional licenses.

The most those idiots at work could do is bark at me and tell security to escort me out


Big deal


Anyone could bark at anyone


maintenance engineer for a day

Going to meet my new therapist today.

today, printed, filled out, scanned, and e-mailed/returned the internship agreement.

paranoid someone will tell me off. but whatever.

felt like i was doing something wrong. but if i were to have e-mailed to ask if i got the internship, might not have gotten a response. at least, not in time.



"life" is "As Good As it Gets".

love the smell of urine after eating asparagus. smells like ammonia.

should've wasted $$ on trader joe's whole wheat naan today. ended up eating four pieces of cinnamon raisin bread. threw away the raisins. (too much sugar). but 17 gram sugar per slice. so still got sweet aftertaste.

it's like everything i do is wrong.

Trying to find effective ways to finish up my Microsoft PowerPoint presentation without going overboard in terms of having to explain things on the most simplified level.

Drawing a portfolio.

June 27th : 007 LALD 45th anniversary , Moores first Bond film.......another milestone in the world of Bond

UK premiere was July 5th

My mother saw it x-mas '73.......

Why am I thinking of people's past?

Sure I'd like to witness them, but...

Gained Number Post Count (1).
Lose Time (n).

Lose more time here - Updates at least once a week.

A brilliant realization that I can sleep and / or read all day.

Today, brought a dictionary into the counselors office. Read the definition of "mad" and "angry". surprise . They are not the same



When the counselor says "mad" instead of "angry", it sounds not professional. Just like "schizophrenic" does not mean "crazy". Depressed does not mean "sad". "Developmentally disabled" does not mean "ret*d".


On the other hand, counseling is about making nice


That is ok and good and necessary, but counseling can't just be making nice.





Have not heard from the train station about the internship offer that I accept, yesterday





But the internship does not start for two more weeks

Maintenance Engineer

Maintenance Engineering




Domestic engineering

One clerical error short of a promotion to Maintenance Engineer





A series of clerical errors short of Harvard Medical School


The previous counselor told me that "some people do not do well on IQ tests because of anxiety"

Yes but I am not "some people"

And she made it sound like I was one can of Risperidone short of a Nobel Prize in Physics


How insulting, belittling


She expected me to believe it






Of course I will never get to be a Civil Engineer

And I don't get what's the point in looking for jobs either





So many precious lil "people" have had the nerve to fire my worthless corpse






Loitering and panhandling

Figuring out various choices for electronic components to be used in the future.

How can people complain about people arriving late because their train had trouble?

It's not the person's fault that the train stopped functioning, it's a pity that they're late but don't get mad over that. Get mad at the public transportation.

This didn't even happen to me but someone else and the complaints just don't make sense at all.

Today, the head aikido instructor is scheduled to come in and "talk"

"Talk":. Euphemism for "b***h" and " bark"

She is so arrogant and annoying

She acts like she is the greatest thing since sliced bread



Once, she had the nerve to tell me "you should do the four claps" and then "why are you leaving?"

And I just left an aikido class taught by someone else one minute early


"Bus" I answered





Martial arts, especially tai chi and aikido, contain a lot of philosophy

But it does not follow that everyone with a hakama is so wise perfect character



The current instructor told me that the head instructor said I do not have to wear a suit. (Wearing a suit is an official rule), posted on the wall, plenty of locations





But I can't wear a hood


Next thing you know, the head instructor has the nerve to tell me no collars, buttons, zippers. like the former wrestling coach


She might be so condescending as to tell me to take a shower

Say "hai sensei"

f**k that b***h

She charges 105 bucks a month for lessons

She earns her entire income from aikido

She lives in a mansion

She sometimes acts calloused, rude, abrupt



Lil numskulls act like they know everything

They act like they are morally innocent, wise, socially cool, and awesome


her job skills are limited to aikido


Nothing else


That doesn't make her morally superior to me


Just like, someone with a Nobel Prize in Math, is not necessarily morally superior to me







The train station internship has not told me anything thus far

But work does not start for thirteen days


Yesterday the current counselor asked about the train station job

And I lied and told her that it did not tell me anything yet. But that I am looking for other jobs


Two days ago, a luggage handler job offered me an interview

13 bucks an hour

Forty hours a week

3 pm til midnight


Too lazy to work at that time


Stress, strain, pressure


But I ain't got nothing better to do


Just sleep





If I can't be at least a Structural Engineer, then I don't want a job


Sooner or later, almost all precious lil "people," have the nerve to fire me anyways


Third and second day






Power crazy


So what, if I got the Maintenance Engineering internship by a clerical error

And someone finds out I am vocationally incompetent and a academically stupid


And cans me


Let go

Fire

Dump

Evict

Divorce

Flunked

Fail

Made redundant


So what


Then what


Plenty of times someone made me redundant and did not tell me I was incompetent

Denis Istomin played against Marco Cecchinato today at Eastbourne. He lost his match in three sets, but it was a good match. Both men have recently defeated Novak Djokovic at Major championships, Istomin at the 2017 Australian Open and Cecchinato at the 2018 French Open.