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Disability

thinking about taking mandarin. have endurance to walk to and from the college a few times daily, seven days a week, and clarity of mind is consistently steady until late night. so, getting to class without fail twice a week, and learning shouldn’t be trouble... aside from councilors' advice not to take another language due to the extra units it would total. they have four sections, so that could be sixteen extra. really need to explore before certain of a major though.

trying to keep some sense of exercise, despite the oven-like heat outside

Getting my transmission serviced

Today went to Galvin Appliance. Bowel movement (1st time)

"Life" lately has been "As Good As it Gets". And too good to be true

No school, no work, satisfying weather, decent health, room and board. Almost no homophobia

But still feel like, can be comfortable with anyone. do not particularly trust anyone

The current counselor told me that, almost everyone that physically assaulted me, is the second race. And that's why globalization versus pattern recognition I feel more uncomfortable around them, than other races.

And the method to get more comfortable is to spend more time with precious lil "people" of that race





Wtf?

That's like saying the water contains poison. Add more water and then drink it

Wrong

Nope

Adding more water merely dilutes the poison





My inner circle is not subject to a racial quota . Unlike Lowell High School

And if the inner circle had a racial quota, I already would have fulfilled it. In that I ain't got no inner circle



The train to internship still has not gotten back to me thus far yet.


And I keep obsessive compulsively checking


But whatever

Who cares







Trying to get rid of addiction


Kit Kat, Reese's, twix

Bad habit

Dopamine rush




This year I have already stopped eating:. Mediterranean lentil salad, tofu eggless salad, granola

Last year gave up inari sushi, Clif bars


Used to eat two Clif bars almost every day


Paranoid of malnutrition


Trying to eat more vegetables

But expensive

And not as tasty as what I want to eat (grains, carbs, bread, chocolate)

The weather these past couple of weeks has been crazy. Newfoundland got a huge snowfall in June. Yesterday it was barely above freezing where I live, and there was snow in the Highlands. But today it was over 30 degrees C.

I think Mother Nature has dementia and can't remember what season it is.

Munich has wonderful weather now , not really hot

Went to see Hitlers flat and where Arnold used to train , beats the beach any day

Just trying to make it through university today.

Last Tuesday saw someone at trader Joe's. Have not seen him since April last year.

Thursday he emailed me and told me his wife got a hole in her foot. And his son crashed his bike and broke his collar bone

Do not know how to answer. That is not my fault. But I do not want to appear like not caring . But not too dramatic either.



Want to talk to the previous aikido instructor

But, usually the only class he goes to that I can go to (financial reasons) is once a week for one hour only

Half an hour on warm up

Usually he talks to someone else before and after

Last week and the week before, afterward, he was practicing some more with someone

And sometimes I go to lessons just to see him

He doesn't always come

He usually talks a lot

But not to me




Doing the same thing every day

No other plans


Cravings gone haywire

Have not heard from the train station internship


Many internships started already


Not many internships left on indeed.com






Elastic band of shorts, gone slack



Feel guilty for not making a contribution to solar system

All I do is loitering and panhandling


But the precious lil "person" that lives in my jail cell does the same thing

And it acts all self important





it makes gross coughing noises

It says "ha " Instead of "excuse me"


Simple minded

It keeps trying to force me to eat the wrong thing and too much






"Life" is the same thing

Over and over

Military


Camraderie

Buddy

Meaning






Want to enlist in the military

Comic Con cosplays and the fact that I have done everything but my skirt for day one and it's eight days away.

Fake internet personas.

Tennis today

The 1991 US Open, which Jimmy Connors almost won at age 39, was a salvation for me right after knee surgery. Do you remember Jimmy Connors' great run that year?