22 Mar 2017, 10:45 pm
22 Mar 2017, 10:47 pm
22 Mar 2017, 10:48 pm
But I don't give a f**k what anyone thinks of me, at least until I get my sentry lulz
Yeah I am white trash and I was abused cause I am weak b***h that deserved it
Who in the hell cares
no one deserves to be abused. you, especially, don't deserve it. thinking no one cares is old news not supported by the evidence. several people in this thread have expressed a great deal of caring for you. you saying over and over that no one cares isn't fair to us. we are real people and we count.
read this in the morning when you are sober. it's important to me.
22 Mar 2017, 10:50 pm
I'm not posting the joke. It didn't feel right 
22 Mar 2017, 10:50 pm
But I don't give a f**k what anyone thinks of me, at least until I get my sentry lulz
Yeah I am white trash and I was abused cause I am weak b***h that deserved it
Who in the hell cares
no one deserves to be abused. you, especially, don't deserve it. thinking no one cares is old news not supported by the evidence. several people in this thread have expressed a great deal of caring for you. you saying over and over that no one cares isn't fair to us. we are real people and we count.
read this in the morning when you are sober. it's important to me.
Okay I see it... I see it... I processed it, its fine...
Its just people have said that before and then stop caring and I don't suspect anyone here will be different.
22 Mar 2017, 10:51 pm
And honestly being real people make it worse...
I had a f*****g panic attack looking at the post a real picture of you thread cause like f**k... it people...
22 Mar 2017, 10:52 pm
I am extermely afraid of people
22 Mar 2017, 10:53 pm
I had a f*****g system that worked in 2016...
Its the longest I have been out of hospital and people f****d it up 
I had a system to get to the store... I had a system to get high... I had a system to do everything and I didn't need contact with anyone
22 Mar 2017, 11:03 pm
I was f*****g fine until after Christmas...
Gray f****d me up... the dude that assaulted me...
He stole my drugs and f****d me up on pills...
I didn't have a choice... he was armed...
Nothing made sense, wp made no sense... everything turned gray... and then I ended up in hospital
22 Mar 2017, 11:05 pm
I was trying to get off of drugs and he took them
All but one jar 
22 Mar 2017, 11:08 pm
And yeah I threatened suicide a lot in 2016 but I knew I wasn't gonna do it... I was venting... now I am not so sure 
Sure I am s**t for that, I admit... but f**k...
It was a system that worked...
Threaten harm... get high... it worked
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22 Mar 2017, 11:10 pm
And when I told the cops about Gary, it was like yeah sure... cookies have drugs... he is armed... have some ativan
I don't know what he gave me but I sit in front of my Wii for four days straight and I can't remember anything so
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22 Mar 2017, 11:13 pm
22 Mar 2017, 11:15 pm
Ok.
Whatever.
Love you too.
If I had to meet you in person then yes it does
22 Mar 2017, 11:15 pm
Gary, was that the boyfriend of your neighbour that you celebrated new years eve with?
22 Mar 2017, 11:15 pm
I had a system in 2016 where I only had to see a few people 
