22 Jan 2019, 10:20 am
22 Jan 2019, 1:07 pm
This is my limited edition concert poster (imagine carrying it home on an airplane without a hard tube?) 
It only had an elastic!
I saw one from a previous Garfunkel concert at The Ryman selling for $125 USD, not that I'd part with mine!
Mine is still rolled so I have a candlestick holding down the bottom edge in this photo.
Glee! I'll hang it with the framed SG pic that Ferris made me. Too bad that concert tickets are all electronic now or I could frame that as well.
22 Jan 2019, 1:08 pm
This is my limited edition concert poster (imagine carrying it home on an airplane without a hard tube?)
It only had an elastic!
I saw one from a previous Garfunkel concert at The Ryman selling for $125 USD, not that I'd part with mine!
Mine is still rolled so I have a candlestick holding down the bottom edge in this photo.
Glee! I'll hang it with the framed SG pic that Ferris made me. Too bad that concert tickets are all electronic now or I could frame that as well.
I like it!
22 Jan 2019, 5:57 pm
22 Jan 2019, 9:22 pm
Weather
Not sick
No homophobia,, sexism, racism, getting bothered
No dogs
Did not get expelled, stolen from, assaulted, made redundant, dumped, evicted.
Nothing to do all day long
22 Jan 2019, 10:50 pm
Not sick
No homophobia,, sexism, racism, getting bothered
No dogs
Did not get expelled, stolen from, assaulted, made redundant, dumped, evicted.
Nothing to do all day long
I’m glad u are content with peace. I feel angry and I hate everything
The only good part is seeing that other ppl here seem to have had something to be glad about
Hope u continue to be safe n content
22 Jan 2019, 11:22 pm
22 Jan 2019, 11:31 pm
RIVER!
22 Jan 2019, 11:57 pm
Not sick
No homophobia,, sexism, racism, getting bothered
No dogs
Did not get expelled, stolen from, assaulted, made redundant, dumped, evicted.
Nothing to do all day long
I’m glad u are content with peace. I feel angry and I hate everything
The only good part is seeing that other ppl here seem to have had something to be glad about
Hope u continue to be safe n content
Not particularly "content" and not at "peace"
Things could be a lot worse. Sooner or later they will get a lot worse.
I will never:
Civil engineer
Breasts reduction surgery
Friends
Get apology from homophobic simpletons ass holes
Skinny
Smart
Handsome
Neurotypical
Get over mister redelings
Look or sound like a man
Black belt
Get rid of obsessive compulsive disorder, depression, anxiety, gender identity Disorder
Fit in socially
Energetic and alert
Military
But at least, as of age 35 , I am not yet
Physically disabled
Homeless
Jail
Those three are still options
Maybe tomorrow a bus will run over my worthless corpse.
f**k mister redelings
23 Jan 2019, 12:24 am
cecilfienkelstien
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Joined: 10 May 2006
Age: 42
Gender: Male
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Location: Ontario Canada
23 Jan 2019, 10:06 am
23 Jan 2019, 10:10 am
Seeing Denali howl and Boltz approach him with wagging tail and lick him and the two of them going side by side
23 Jan 2019, 10:11 am
23 Jan 2019, 4:38 pm
When you're a football fan and you went out for the night and your only disappointment is missing your rivals (and we're talking Scottish rivals not sissy English s...e) losing …
Pretty good night 
Oh yeah and Celtic won 4-0 and I had a great night studying poetry in which I found that there is always a new thing to say about a much studied poem
And one of the poems inspired me to write
23 Jan 2019, 6:49 pm
Not sick
No homophobia,, sexism, racism, getting bothered
No dogs
Did not get expelled, stolen from, assaulted, made redundant, dumped, evicted.
Nothing to do all day long
I’m glad u are content with peace. I feel angry and I hate everything
The only good part is seeing that other ppl here seem to have had something to be glad about
Hope u continue to be safe n content
Not particularly "content" and not at "peace"
Things could be a lot worse. Sooner or later they will get a lot worse.
I will never:
Civil engineer
Breasts reduction surgery
Friends
Get apology from homophobic simpletons ass holes
Skinny
Smart
Handsome
Neurotypical
Get over mister redelings
Look or sound like a man
Black belt
Get rid of obsessive compulsive disorder, depression, anxiety, gender identity Disorder
Fit in socially
Energetic and alert
Military
But at least, as of age 35 , I am not yet
Physically disabled
Homeless
Jail
Those three are still options
Maybe tomorrow a bus will run over my worthless corpse.
f**k mister redelings
Who is that?
23 Jan 2019, 8:39 pm
Mister redelings was a Baptist Republican civil engineer. San Diego 2006. He was skinny smart handsome cisgender white man. He was socially adept, emotionally resilient, and all that other stupid BS.
He was a schoolmates dad when I went to UCSD.
He appeared nice and normal.
He did me personal favors:. Driving, tutoring, talking, job advise,
Until I told him I want to be a boy not girl
He had the nerve to "refuse to call you by your boys name". He told me that it was "lying" for me to ask him to call me "he" instead of "she".
He told me "you don't care about anyone except yourself!"
The lil f****r was barking out of control at me, like he wanted to kill me.
San Diego 2006
Anyways before that I was reluctant to trust anyone. But he appeared trustworthy. In that he was a civil engineer, had family and friends. All that stupid BS
Equal employment opportunity commission 2012, gender identity
San Diego was (is) so homophobic
Plenty of superficial materialistic homophobic simpleton ass holes made fun of me for crossdressing
When it turned out that they were homophobic, not a single one of them could be bothered to write me a letter of apology
f**k those ass holes
Because of mister redelings, I don't and can't trust anyone anymore
2019, five hundred miles away
The former counselor told me "mister redelings hrrt you pretty badly"
So I told the former counselor, at least he didn't exterminate me. If he were to have done so, she would have gotten 75 times 62 fewer bucks.
All he did was bark at me
It was because now I know that I do not have the skill to determine whom to trust. Some people might be trustworthy, but it is much better to avoid all the right and wrong people, than interact with both right and wrong people
The city that I live in is much less homophobic than San Diego
Today what made me happy:
Weather
Bus
Aikido
Lake
A restaurant named Burger IM, where I took a bowel movement for the first time.
