AprilR wrote:
I'm thinking whether i'll ever find a boyfriend who doesn't want children

There are guys who don't want children out there. Met quite a few. Not as rare as you might think.
Chin up sweetheart, you will find someone. And if all else fails, you always have me uhm... us
For you:

Hopeless romantic, I know
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