dragonsanddemons wrote:
Still coming to terms with the fact that not only is it possible, but it's actually quite probable that I won't ever be able to work, and may or may not ever be able to live on my own. But the thing is, if that is what ends up happening, what do I do with my life, besides just exist because for some reason, even though no one wants to have to deal with me personally, they don't think it's acceptable that I just die. I'd always thought I'd be living on my own one day, not being a burden to anyone but myself, and even if that wasn't possible, working, and in doing so, providing some sort of service that people value enough to pay me to. But if I can't support myself and I can't do anything that's in any way beneficial to society or to any individual, what's the point? Volunteer work is also quite probably out of the question since both my parents work full-time, I can't drive myself, and there isn't a bus stop or anything within reasonable walking distance of our house. So here I sit just being completely useless.
i used to read the newspaper over the phone into a recording that blind people could call up and listen to. i only mention it because it was done from home. the blind association was willing to pay for my newspaper subscription. maybe there's something you can do from home, too. your local united way might know of something like that. maybe it's not available in your area, but one phone call to the united way would sort it out.