Uncle: See you later, then.
Phoenix: Well, for a lot of my life I've had these daydreams about this androgynous being, usually a wizard [rendered mute and with a giant claw for a hand, thanks to my earlier Digimon interest, which is still ongoing], who finds a young child and rescues her from a miserable event of some kind [yes, I know, the classic fairy tale fantasy...], and the two live together and/or fall in love...
I'm not sure how this would work as a story, if at all.

It possibly/partially stems from the dark years, during the days when my depression was at it's worst, and I could see no way out, so I wanted to be rescued.
I guess my wish is...to be loved...which is odd, because I am loved, by many people. I can love back, with agape love...but I'm not sure about romantic love. I've been feeling a bit...almost guilty about that.
...