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That it's better to cook dinner than it is to have popcorn even if I just cook meat, potatoes or pasta

Lately more often I get called "she"

All of a sudden I started looking like a woman



Get a service lion to complete with precious lil "people's" service dogs



The former aikido instructor, a structural engineer, said his workplace had take your dog to work day .


So wtf

It took me four years to flunked out of structural engineering

Gained 15 pounds , emotional gorging



But even if I were to have gotten a Bachelor degree in structural engineering,

Then what? When I scream when the owners dog bites me, then I would have gotten canned anyways





Feel like gorging

Do not even know why

Almost no homophobia

Perfect weather and health

Nobody has been bothering me lately

"Life" can and will only get worse


the current counselor told me that "you do not look like you would hurt someone"


Wtf?

You can't just look at someone and render a verdict

Not without a trial

She treats me like I am so simple-minded

Like five years old

But maybe she is more simple-minded than me

Tiredness.
I want coffee but need to sleep.
I feel too pumped up to sleep, even though it's nearly 3am.
Why do I feel so energetic at this time?
Is this natural?
It can't be....my parents and brother sleep normally.
Maybe I should pull an all nighter....there's a possibility that may enable me to sleep tomorrow evening.
Now I want a biscuit, but that means walking down the creaking staircase. I hate that staircase.
I don't want to wake my dog up either. She needs her sleep.
I'm pretty much just typing what I'm saying in my head without thinking about it.
I hope I don't write anything embarrassing.
Now I want to watch a film.
But I need to sleep.
Someone send the sleep police pleaseeee.
Meowwwwww.

how soon will the orangatrump spin the bombing attacks.

trouble and forgiveness

Slouching too much

Back pain

Motor retardation

The Monday job interviewer asked the previous applicant if she was afraid of dogs. The interviewer did not ask me if I was afraid of dogs.

Yes I am afraid of dogs.

She told me that the accounting assistant uses Yardi.

Nobody was dramatic

She did not say I was not qualified or anything




I have an addictive personality

So I don't think that video games or drugs are a good idea. Even though they have advantages

Ghetto lil riffraff on the street scream at me

They want to sell drugs to me

They act like they are so carefree and relaxed

Granted I am unemployable

But drugs are expensive and have side effects and I don't want to associate with that group of precious lil "people"




Got canned from all of us jobs that will hire me

Flunked all the schools

Went to all the bathrooms

Ghosted by all the precious lil "friends"

Not alert





Going nowhere in "life"

I read earlier today that people shouldn't dress their pet chickens in costumes for Halloween because they could get really bad salmonella and other illnesses from handling the birds or their worn clothes.

Dressing your dog or cat for Halloween is kind of stupid as it is, but a chicken? Seriously?

It also said you shouldn't even cuddle or kiss live chickens like you would a dog or cat, and you should always wash your hands after handling them. It doesn't sound like they make very good pets at all.

My dad and some of our neighbors occasionally kept chickens when I was young, and I used to pick up and handle the chicks and pullets all the time. I'm pretty sure I got never salmonella from them.
But then again I never got salmonella from eating raw cookie dough either, Has anyone, really?

Cooking is such a pain.

I want to stab someone in the heart with the truth, even if that person will hate me.

Dressing up animals is a dumb idea.

The current counselor has not told me a single original thought. 61 sessions.



Maybe I should stand and sit up straight. Might (might not) reduce back pain.

Too lazy to though



A car repair company phoned me yesterday

It said no experience necessary

That job could be "As Good As it Gets"

The time for sitting around, fantasizing about "ideal job" has long gone and I am 35 years old.




Even I don't like people with weird personalities

So I don't blame them for not liking me



Precious lil "people" are so annoying

With verbal gymnastics, they skew everything to make them look good

Twist, distort

They ask "are you ok?". But they don't care. If you say yes, it's like you have to say thank you. If you say no, they can't or won't do anything to it. If they don't want to do something they say they "can't" do it. If they "help" you the slightest amount, they act like they dragged my worthless corpse out of a burning building




Someone once told me "huh" meant he could not hear what I said and asked me to say it again

Not "except me".

They act like they have never done anything wrong before




Next Tuesday, scheduled a job interview for Sales Associate.



Furniture store


Too far away and full time


It's at the same time as counseling



Next Tuesday is the last counseling session

The current counselor told me that she charges 75 bucks cash

When the insurance stops paying, i don't have enough money to pay for more counseling


Not confident counseling is even "helping"





Counseling can help, stay the same, or hurt

And if it helps, is it worth 75 bucks

And side effects

And can I afford it

Some counselors act like they know a lot more than they do



Two separate counselors told me that, the reason why some people are homophobic is because they think they are perfect, and everyone different is bad and wrong.





Wrong




Some gays also think that they are perfect, but they are not afraid of straight people

Hoping to travel to the cinema tomorrow as, well getting used to the side effects of the anti-arthritis medication, I recently started taking