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Great the mythical, fairy tale Devil has taken over management of the territory, can't wait to see how more disasters and miscreant occurs

Got the ultrasound of the lump on my neck today, but I still have to wait probably until sometime next week to hear anything about the results I'm so tired of waiting, waiting, and more waiting.

My goodness!

I just noticed all the kind messages for me about the surgical consult I had today. Thank you, you guys!
I was referred for more scans, tests and imaging before a final decision is made but the good news is that the surgeon was very kind and I overcame my anxiety about meeting her. I'm not afraid of surgeons per se, but I have difficulty meeting new professionals and self-advocating. I'm grateful that she knew my history and I didn't need to give my whole complicated shpeel.

Three cheers for Dr. NC until I hear more.

Some precious lil "people" act like they have a moral right to get whatever they want at all times

Entitled lil simpletons

There are a lot of them

They have power

They are similar to each other

And as usual I am outnumbered, overpowered, outsmarted




The world contains plenty of unwanted children

Why does anyone have children when they could adopt?


35 years old and it feels like my "life" is over before it began





The best case scenario is work at McDonald's and janitor

The worst case scenario is subject to imagination

Being happy and/ or joyful.
Not letting my little sister influence me badly. Keeping my good sanity and boundaries.

Apology
Financial reparations
Consolation prize
Belonging
Affection
Worthless
Monetary currency exchange rate fluctuate
I miss someone
Rejection fear
Running out of things to talk about
Anticlimax
Counseling is useless
Some counselors act so self important
The counselors field is just the Diagnostic statistical manual. It is not relationships and emotions
She said it was not "kind," for someone to invite dogs over, when she knew I was afraid of dogs.
But there are less kind things and more kind things someone could have done

Kindness is a spectrum

Hugs for all who are going through, or about to go through, medical/surgical procedures.

As for me, I'm celebrating my birthday with my dad and a friend of the family. I'm looking forward to this evening.

Thank you, D&D!

Happy Birthday IstominFan.

On my mind right now: when will family social time end?

Happy Birthday Istomin Fan!

On my mind right now: Wanting to get back to finishing homework before my mom snaps again.

homophobic civil engineer from san diego
the meaning and purpose of "life"
precious lil "people's" attitudes and egos. condescending and arrogant
my future, or lack thereof

sports bra feels like rubber band
compression vest insufficient
going without feels vulnerable

the aikido instructor said that someone made a driving error that gave him the choice of crashing his bike into the car or into a parked car. he choose the parked car. he got 500 bucks of injuries. the driver told him the driver would pay for damages. the cops told him that the interaction between the instructor and the driver was the most civilized the cops had ever seen. the instructor forgave the driver at the scene.

how is that even possible?

holding grudges, i do naturally. in some cases, i have held grudges against precious lil "people" for saying "what" instead of "excuse me". for several years.

some things should go without saying. "help", "care", "friend". no. if they have the nerve to tell me those words, they have to say "excuse me" instead of "what".

nobody will hire me.

unemployable

nothing to do in spare time. bookstore too loud and crowded. can't concentrate on reading. selfish idiots talk too much and too loud. they don't care about anyone except themselves. afraid to tell them to be quiet b/c they might get angry or whatever.

Happy birthday IstominFan!

Happy Birthday, IstominFan!