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Sorry to hear that. That must have come as a shock.

Anxiety

((( UncannyDanny ))) My condolences to your family.

((Hugs))

Thanks guys. I really appreciate it.

Exhausted

The department of Rehab gave me the same counselor as 2008

After lesson, only friend told me that she was going to coffee with her sister. That stupidass b***h can hang out with her sister at any time s**t






Itchy bowel movement

Rain

Worried about $$ ( but that is part for course) . to be expected s**t

Some ass hole on a bike keeps braking and scaring the s**t out of me

Hungry out of control and eating way too f*****g much s**t

That moment when like, you're clearly trying to shake hands/make amends and like they throw more report letters in your face and like suddenly being cornered away from the individual in question.. I guess people are not meant to apologize/make friends with these people period. I'm kinda like, if that's what this person wants and is *actually capable of doing vs. me not even being capable of doing it then whatever.. kinda messed up in terms of educational pursuits and relishing someone with the gift vs not having any. There is a major flaw in how this guy sees things.

I'm distanced from people all the time for not giving equal treatment or seeing them as being too perfect that all the perfect people send me to the unperfect people. I don't understand this clear motto and never being able to make friends with him. >_< I loitered outside and like am realizing more and more that none of my interests were of interest to him. He just has a humourable side that's occasionally funny to see via who is around him.. For instance, I honestly think him and his odd coupled' lab coordinator would look funny sandwiched between two opposite sides of a candy cane. lol. >.> Even more so with three people. But.. like that is all he is well and good for concerning what I can only get out of him. I guess some people are more background characters to other people..

I think it's weird though that I only seem to gravitate between 4 main personality concepts and some strange combinations of the above in between. :-/ It's weird for me to think this would be one of them. I guess I am just a house guest loitering off of whatever ear-audibles I can get. :-/ Kinda hate being one-sided like this and adding nothing to the mix.. but for them it requires too much effort than it's worth.. and I just get reported for trying consistently..

I feel incongruent lately. I think it just feels weird to struggle with midterms at my age.

second day of new job today.

being back at the workplace surrounded by people really made me remember how much of a freak i am.

I had a pretty bad day with anxiety yesterday, my leg was sooo hurting, it’s still hurting, it’s getting better.

Not hearing from my friend yet.

Another tennis tournament cancelled-Miami this time

Stay healthy, players!

Schools cancelled due to corona from march break till april 5

I am


Worried and anxious because I know and dread to hear directly from him that my XH will not help with kids

And i know i have to use the new lawyer fr this n even then he wonr listen most likely



He has a free babysitter (me) who also does errands oike medicine n formula pickups
Buy all their clothes
Diapers
Any emergency at school or daycare n he never has to worry as im there

I take them to appointments including sick kids which takes up at least half the day

In every case...

so he can go to work.. stay home

go with friends somewhere etc... In every scenario he is fine..

and the child support he gives in no way is enough to live on anyway not that we mind too much since my parents sacrifice n help me a lot...

He wdnt let me take birth control fr the first i didnt even want kids
N for the second

the dr put me on a new birth control on the market with 'few' side effects n i got pregnant despite plan b n didnt know till many weeks in sinxe i even had some period days..
N then he tricked me re: abortion days as he said he wd not divorce etc then as soon as the period passed islamically that u can abort he said he wd divorce as soon as the baby was born


My point is i didnt even have any say or choice including marriage n yet i have to deal with all the consequences including things he forced me to do while he gets everything his way n i have no life no education no friends nothing

..

I take them all holidays etc. He sometimes agrees to take them for half a day.
Thanks and appreciate your kindness as always. I hope it bounces back onto you a hundred-fold.