My personality is "survival of the fittest"
Even though things have been "As Good As it Gets" lately, feel like gorging. A lot. Several times a day
Anti anxiety prescription
No school, no job, almost no homophobia, room, board. Internet . Health. Liberal city. Good public transportation
Still feel like Doomsday or something
If all the other gays go to hell, then I want to be with the other gays
If the afterlife sucks, commit suicide from that too
Plenty of churches have gay pride flags
Everyone is going to drop dead sooner or later
Some precious lil "people" told me that "if you died I would be sad"
And that showed he "care about you"
Wtf?
Everyone is going to drop dead sooner or later
Not everyones obituary is in the newspaper
Not everyone reads the newspaper
"Sad"? How sad for how long?
If the speaker got a cold (sick), he would be sad
So what?
The next day, it's like it never happened
When homophobic precious lil "people" thought I was "lying" when I asked him to call me "he" instead of "she" ,
it was like
inciting a riot
After 2012 EEOC, not one of those ass holes could be bothered to write me a letter of apology
There were a lot of them
They were confident
And powerful
And enthusiastic
And credentials (civil engineer)
.....
And wrong
No closure
How can and why should I trust anyone ever again?
It is not "are you a guy or a girl?"
It is "what pronoun do you use?"
f**k those homophobic ass holes!! !!