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Quarantine is still ongoing. I am still stuck alone in the house with my parents.
My two brothers left weeks ago to the condo and I was not allowed to go (despite having asked first and multiple times since then)
My mother is going crazy with the quarantine cleanliness. like she needs to chill
quarantine dieting suuuuucks. someone buy me some french fries I am dying here I need junk food!
I cant decide what will happen first: me killing my mom or my mom killing me. either way, one of those is inevitable

Gas is cheap, so if you're within a few hours I just might be willing to deliver fries.

I wasted a lot of money again.

I thought about and relived in my head very irrelevant and angering incidents again

I visited my brothers and realized they don't clean anything

I got angry at irrelevant people I never will meet again

More ten-second or so twitching sessions. More new memory issues. Increased dizziness/lightheadedness/unsteadiness. Still waiting to hear back about the results of my blood test. I just want to know what the heck is wrong with me and if it'll end on its own or if I need to kill myself when I just can't live like this anymore.

Everytime i try to connect with someone it's never enough. They don't want to kmow me. I should get back to being afraid of people and keeping a distance. I will never be able to be honest to someone.

anxeity

My grandmother is dying. I will have a chance for a short phone conversation with her soon, the last time I will get to speak to her.

I'm sorry to hear that.

awww that's sweet but the reason I cant eat fries isn't cause I cant go get them but more cause I'm not currently allowed to lol. my moms all on top of me cause she thinks ill get chubby during quarantine since i cant go exercise as much anymore. which....is kinda true

Thank you

sorry to hear of this , hope your phone call goes well .

just wishing things were gonna be better in this country.

Just found out that two elderly women with health conditions just died of Covid-19 where I live today.

There's now an alert where no one can leave their home unless it's absolutely necessary.

My mother thinks that the virus will peak and it will get better.

I don't.

This whole island is going to be wiped out in a few weeks.

The health care where I live is the absolute worst in the whole country.

I had to cancel my plans to go home for an early Easter dinner at my parent's tomorrow.

I shouldn't have gone to the dollar store yesterday even though I wore gloves the whole time.

Today I woke up with a cold sore on my upper lip.

It's not really bad, but it's a sign my immune system is weaker.

Usually I get the cold not long after the cold sore.

Only this time it might be worse than a cold.

I'll be left in my apartment or the hospital to die because the world thinks I'm worthless.

Frick this planet and frick the whole human race.

Have a happy Easter.

infidelity

My mom thinking she can read my mind.

Lots of things. Meltdown 2ce today
One that started it was when I was driving a woman across in another car (passenger seat) had her window open and was staring at me audaciously ...with an open mouth (what I assume was shock and recognition) .

I began wondering if I knew her and the closest I got was she must be the lawyer at my previous lawyer's firm (she had seen me twice)...

The one he at first told me to transfer to because she was very capable and I was emailing him more than he had patience for.

Couldnt shake off the bad feeling and thoughts after that though i tried everything i could (CBT techniques and distracting self ) that led eventually to bad thoughts crowding in and meltdown.

It might not be her but she is the only one I can think of who I know here who had that skin colour and very long hair with centre part...big lips....
thick but nice shaped eyebrows ...small nose...and big nicely shaped eyes like what people try to do when drawing a stylized picture of a woman.