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Someone that I have never seen before (that I know of) had the nerve to ask me "are you a boy or girl?".

"Trans"

"That's beautiful"

Wtf?

Since when does my gender identity require the approval of strangers



The idiot in the toilet next to me is selfishly playing his stupidass radio




But at least they didn't kill me





The precious counselor , Jeannie and Jamie, would have a blast.

They love making every slightest thing, a Oscar winning soap opera

Finding it hard not to keep a tally of my aphasic mistakes.
I read back and I've put "in" instead of "on", "above" instead of "below", and I'm noticing it more and more.
I know I'm thinking one thing, but i type another and it's like it's totally unconscious.
I only pick up on it later.
So now I'm obsessively reading back through my posts during tumbleweed time on WP.
Driving me crazy.

I wrote "call me" instead of "text me" too.

i was making progress this week but i thought the guy i was seeing muted me and went into explosive rant mode again. why cant i control my emotions. he thinks i'm crazy. i hate doing this. dunno why he makes me react like that

it will take me a few days to recover cos i'm gonna be overthinking the whole thing. whyyyyyyyyy. after all the progress. frustrated at myself.

I need to find a job. I'm not sure how well I'll do though.

I put a w on rapt.
Arrrgh!
Paranoia.
Did I spell that right?

Lately a lot more strangers have been calling me "she" instead of "he"

And a lot of them call me "this person" awkwardly avoiding "he" or "she"

Going crazy

Are my breasts getting bigger or something?

Fortunately the current city is not that homophobic





Precious lil "peoples" attitude

None of their business

That's like saying "do you have a penis or vagina?"

"Are you a boy or girl?"




But whatever

"Life" is not perfect, but still really good

Dec 8 : Deer Hunter 40

De Niro was so nervous he skipped the L.A premiere , some protesters were throwing rocks at the producers or something

RIP Cazale , Cimino

I hate my dad.

Should I really accept this as fact despite the fact that it hasn't been verified?

My eyes are going wonky on me.

saw the youth of the firebrigade in front of the supermarket,
ow the fright i had last year with them throwing snowballs in front of the supermarket
# you thought your fear of groups of youngsters was gone, but it came straight back in your face

they are just collecting for something, but any group of bored youngster is unpredictable,
just now they were playing with the hoses & spraying water around
oh, no shopping today then

It is only 10:12am and I already ate:

Banana, apple, orange

Trader Joe's hummus veggie wrap
Kit Kat , two mint chocolates

Three liter water

Bloated, feel almost sick

Still want more


Hate having only one friend

If she dumps me or gets hit by a car, I am back at zero as usual


Unless I drastically quickly permanently enhance my entire personality, it is hard to fancy that anyone will ever make the mistake of hiring my worthless corpse ever again

Gorged a lot lately

Almost every day, since the end of August

But nothing different happened





Desperate