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It has been a busy week, with work, various Christmas events and tennis coming up this weekend.

Hoping that the job prospect will turn out to be a realism, so I can gain helpful monies to better myself

I mean to watch a movie about euthanasia.

See you later.

Ugh, my neighbors are way too fond of using noisy machinery for yard work, for mist of the afternoon more days than not, and it's very hard on my ears. I'd wish for snow to keep them from doing it, but then they're just out snowblowing all day, which isn't any easier on my ears.

Every day, I have been obsessed with:

Autism, fifteen years
Gender identity Disorder, 15 years
Structural engineering, 16 years
Mister redelings, 16 years
Fat, breast, menstrual cycle, 22 years
Depression , 22 years
Suicide, depression, 22 years

Sometimes, that is all I can think of

Broken brain

Broken heart

Wounded beyond repair

Isn't it weird that some people name their cats Whiskers when that's something all cats have? It's like if someone who just had a baby said, "I'm going to name him Legs".

I'm looking forward to Christmas.

Sleep, and my inability to obtain it for the past week while coughing my brains out.

Get well soon!

Get well soon, Isabella! I had a similar illness in 2013 and it was painful (and embarrassing in public) to cough like that.

Hope you get well soon Isabella!

I'm already very much looking forward to my family's trip to Chicago the day after Christmas (most of my extended family lives in that area - my dad's brother and his family live in Arizona, my mom's parents are in Arkansas, we're in Kansas, and I think the rest of the family is in the Chicago area - and my dad is one of five siblings, so we have a lot of extended family). In particular, I'm really looking forward to a trip to the Shedd Aquarium. We go to Chicago every year, and every time the people there complain that either they just went to the Shedd or they don't have a membership and want to go somewhere they do instead, and I'm the only one who really wants to go to the Shedd, but this year my mom has noticed this as well and will insist for me, since I'm not good at standing up for myself, that we go.

I've come to the realization that I'd really like to be a marine biologist, except that I have major sensory issues with cold temperatures and the transition between dry and wet, and I get migraines with changes in pressure. I'm particularly fascinated by deep-ocean creatures of all kinds, and also a big fan of sharks. I used to adore dolphins as well, but I had to watch a documentary about dolphin slaughter in an environmental science class in high school, and ever since then, I can barely even look at them anymore