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My life IS easy. I have too little problems of my own, and I have means for myself.

Really, I should be enjoying.



But something else refuses to cooperate and held me back for too many times. And it's technically me.
No matter how serious I'm, no matter how I commit myself, something is a burden to me... I have the mind, but...

It's my own body... It's far from flawed or even unhealthy in a conventional sense of course, but there's something else that had been seriously affecting me for who knows how long.
Could be all my life for all I know, and it's making all my life's 'curses' bad -- from the curses of autism, the annoyances of sinusitis, even to faults of being nearsighted...
I'm so close and I will find that nuisance within.


I'm planning to get rid of this -- whatever this is, as soon as new year starts.
My tasting palette did a great progress, I start wanting less things month by month... Going full scale attack after.
I hope it'll work and I won't regret this. I hope this would be the best change I'd ever made.

Like so many things I overcame, this 'self' of a body would be but a part of my past -- but never present or futute.

Gained Number Post Count (1).
Lose Time (n).

Lose more time here - Updates at least once a week.

Appetite gone haywire

Out of control

Every day I think about homophobia

"Life" is doomed

"Trust" vs ""mistrust"

Anxious attachment style

Avoidant personality disorder

I just watched Season 1 of Atypical. I realised I want to be that age again, and date Sam.

Watch season 2! Watch season 2!

Yes. I think you will love season 2. I've watched some of the episodes many times and some scenes even more. I wish there was a whole channel with autistic-centric content!

After the homophobic civil engineer from San Diego 2006, totally afraid of social rejection

Since then, have not approached anyone

A couple support groups

Then they were like cliques and lame , like high school, so left

Every single day, several times a day, feel like gorging

Have to constantly ignore it

Willpower dwindling

35 years old

Unemployable, or close

Brain won't concentrate

No drugs or alcohol or even coffee or cigarettes or tea

Drill sergeant

Hopeless

"Life " has been over for a long time already

John Charles Dollman's paintings remind me of genre fiction illustrations.

My dad.

I liked the Disney version from 2016

Ambivalent after finishing watching the 'Mowgli: Legend of the Jungle' movie...

Shere Khan and Mogwli's animosity I recognize but the instances of like 'double revenge' :Mowgli's attitude towards Lockwood after seeing a taxidermied Bhoot, promising the elephant (Hathi(?)) Lockwood if he can be involved in drawing out Shere Khan, Lockwood accidently shooting Mowgli before being killed by Hathi..Mowgli giving the final changes to Shere Khan.

Are 'All the Mowgli Stories' by Kipling actually like that?..there is so much which can be read about colonialism in the Kipling's stories which isn't the same as Burroughs and Tarzan that literary subtext is important not the least b/c India has come a long way from the 1800's.

Making revenge seem like 'natural law' particularly when animals are involved..I remind myself how genderized not the least when it comes to historical reality notions of forceful choice elimination/violence is (thank you feminism), how co-operation does more help when it comes to ecology etc,etc inferiority complexes.

Anyone notice how the monkeys (which are actually closely related to humans) are depicted as a antagonistic underlings in contrast to the carnivorous animals which take the main highlight?: projection and glamour.

Do people not point out anything to be nice, or because they don't see anything there?

Why does Spain have so many good-looking tennis players? Not to mention, really good on court, too. I can't wait to see Rafael back on court again.

Really, I can't wait for the tennis to resume. The Australian swing begins soon. Denis Istomin always does well there.

Why is IstominFan such a wonderful autistic person if only there were more people throughout the world with her sense of compassion & openness on a sincere level

—exchange bills

—look into possibly buying ‘slip on’ shoes and dress shoes

—consider ticket price for watching ‘Welcome to Marwen’