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It is not at all indicative of possible comfort level but in high school there is a chair for every student's 'sit-upon'. It is not at all indicative of possible comfort level but in high school there is an expectation that there be a chair for every student's 'sit-upon'.

If Hollywood is ‘in decline’ b/c of how the media industry has been altered by the internet, do consider how the actors and actresses you might think of now might very well be the 'last of their generation'.

You might disparagingly see a bunch of 'old nerds'

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1wlNvfASaU

what I see are..

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LKohianay3Q

but d---- as judgemental as this sounds I feel that the second video is ~98% 'antithetical' to what most of the members of this site are like, including myself


Philosophers are 'intellectually swole'. Academic philosophers are 'intellectual swole'.

Some idiot on the bus had the nerve to say "what's up, boy?". He acted so innocent, like he did not do anything wrong and had never done anything wrong before in his life. "Boy"? f**k you, ass hole!! !! I am 35 years old, b***h!




Ha, if I were to have called him a "boy" , he might have shot me with a gun and claimed "racism". And the cops, jury and judge would have believed him


"Racism" it is


The woman at the restaurant barked at me when I asked for the bathroom


She acted like I broke into her house




What I do not understand is why some precious lil "people" act like they are so f*****g important and awesome


Even if Einstein, Edison, Darwin, Galileo did not exist, someone else would have made those discoveries. If nobody else made the discoveries, the species would not have gone extinct. If humans went extinct, what is so bad about that?

It's because their parents told them they were important. Spoiled upper middle class brat from aikido. And a lot of people act just like them. So they get away with their pompous lil attitude


Someone once told me that "huh" meant "I couldn't hear what you said, so I asked you to say it again."

NO!! !! !! !! !

What dictionary are you using? The correct answer is "excuse me?"

It's their entitled lil attitude

There are too many of them and they have way too much authority

Eight years later, the former aikido instructor came to the current dojo. Eight years after the spoiled upper middle class brat. And I have yet to forgive either one

It's because , any convicted murderer could just waltz in and as long as he pays cash, he has a "right" to aikido lessons

If the instructor refuses, it's "discrimination" and civil lawsuit


Seriously I thought of that a long time ago, but ignored it


But then when the former aikido instructor (chiropractor, industrial engineering) came in with an off leash lil dips**t dog, and I screamed. Then I feel like I can't "relax" (structural engineer aikido instructor).


ret*ds man. They do whatever they want and say whatever they want and twist it like they "care" about me


No, b***h!! !!

The chiropractor asked "are you ok?" With an innocent lil attitude like she was doing me a personal favor


That b***h broke the Leash Law.

But nobody cares about the Leash law

They just care about the service dogs law

And "animal rights"




Do not get emotionally attached to any group activity.

Feel left out, but that is the lesser evil


"Life" is going nowhere


Gorging almost every f*****g day

Neurotransmitter imbalance

I need to go to bed.
A bit paranoid about my mother and her trying to close a window in the past that I opened with a fan in front of it blowing some smoke out.

The crippling realization that a friend of mine who I've had a crush on for a while now most likely has forgotten about me and that I might've lost my last opportunity to remain in contact with her, something I don't want to let go of but feel I'm losing anyway.

I've avoided work (and to some extent life in general) because I felt I had to operate at a certain level of standard, and if I couldn't meet that I had no business out there. "Man up." "It's just a phone call, what's there to be scared of?"

All my thoughts are part of nervous disorder.

Catio.

Should I go to bed, sort out my art drawer or do some work?
I'm really glad I'm not Rana on Corrie. (This is the sort of thing straight people never go through btw) She goes to a bar to pick up a woman and forget about Kate, her ex. She meets her Kate's other ex who says 'are you on the pull'. She says 'yes but it would be weird if we dated'. The ex says 'oh that means Kate's single now, that's good'... She goes home alone...
I probably won't sleep tonight. If I do then I'll have a waking dream where I wake up at 2 pm. Always happens, without fail.
Mum doesn't get what 'I don't go out shopping in the afternoon' means. Because NTs don't do rules.

I really can't handle another death in the family now.

Why are things that stain so atttacted to white?

It might be difficult to believe in, VERY difficult to believe in but one day in the future pop culture's current pygophilic fixation (not the least when it comes to 'twerking') will be something we will have 'moved beyond' and to be unpleasantly honest I won't be surprised if the reason is scatologically related >~< x_X ..

"actions speak louder than words"

Psychobabble

Counselor flap their stupid ass trap, but they have no authority over anything (except 5150,, process notes, insurance forms, )

"Anything that does not kill you only makes you stronger"

Only if you claim that the older you get the stronger you get

"Sticks and stones may break my bones but words will never hurt me"

Wrong. Words "help" one teaspoon max. Words hurt a lot more than one teaspoon.





Cracking knuckles

Every day I think the same thoughts over and over and going crazy


Auto mechanic. Flag hours. Heavy lifting, minimum wage, bad air, angry customer, injury, physically have to squeeze in awkward position


Welder, hot and cold temperature. Dangerous.
Loud and hearing loss






With my personality, it is hard to imagine that anyone will ever hire or befriend me

And I do not like and did not choose my personality

Insult to injury


35 years old and "life" is over

s**t

Will never:

Structural engineering, military, married. Get apologies I deserve. Breasts reduction. Friends. Published.


The best thing that could happen is that fewer bad things happen

"Life" was over before structural engineering, not after

Homophobia, autism, dogs

Take your dog to work day


Too emotionally fragile and lazy and s**t to do anything, even knitting


I am so f*****g useless and worthless

Cathy lynn

The internet claims that becoming a welder costs 15000 bucks and two years

This boy in my aikido dojo said he is a welder.

He's so arrogant and annoying. He keeps saying "what?" Like it is the etiquette equivalent of "excuse me"







Feeling like gorging

If I waste so much energy and time on weight, I will never get anywhere in "life"

But I am already doomed, so whatever

The world is a torture chamber, not an amusement park.

Too many things cause or trigger fear or anxiety or overwhelmed

Dogs

Cars

Rain, extreme weather

Sleep deprivation

Eating too much or too little or wrong things

Homophobia

Loud noise,

Idiots talking and laughing too much and too loudly

Structural engineering

Drug dealers, homeless

A lot of things trigger me

Those things are all over the place

Frequency intensity duration of triggers high and getting worse






"Most people" act so morally innocent. They act like they have never done anything wrong before and "the meaning of life is helping people!" (Mister redelings 2006 San Diego)

They act so dramatic.

They are addicted to technology

They think they are perfect

They fail to apologize

Or they apologize and they act like it is all better


Shallow thoughts

Entitled attitude


Every day I feel like gorging

For four months. Just recently started gaining weight. Surprised it was not earlier and more weight


No goal, job, or hobby

Your ideal job is just a series of clerical error away