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Damn it... why is it sometimes when I speak, it all becomes such a jumble that I have to start over? It doesn't matter how much planning went to the thought, it all starts going to **** at some point... Meanwhile the average person seems to express themselves so effortlessly. Is this the byproduct of fried circuitry or simply my avoidance of conversation coming back to bite me in the rear? I suppose it could be so much worse than it is as people can actually comprehend what I'm getting at, but it's still frustrating sometimes. Maybe I'm not trying hard enough...

I have a bad feeling about today.

1 There's this woman who will haunt me all my life... (not a ghost lol)
2 It's windy and I have to go out and get supplies
3 We're going to lose today because we lack a crowd.
4 I hate Stephen Gerrard...

I'm watching someone famous on YouTube and trying to figure out if he died or if he just started to disagree with everything he ever stood for in the past and if it was someone else who actually died.

My mother's 80th birthday, and going to a fancy shmancy Italian restraurant dinner with 11 people and sensory overload, while being mute and simultaneously thrilled out of my mind about something else.

I'll wear my dissociative gown.

That does sound very overwhelming! Don't push yourself, you're probably doing your Best already. Good luck trying to process everything and happy bday to your mom!

Hoping to be employed again once the new year begins as, it's not funny to feel like Charles Dicken's people of the abyss-referring to the destitute people of late 1800's London

I mean to get around to that ~1/2 through January..

Realizing more and more that overcoming addiction is not only about hyper-power fantasy resistance..it is also about being able to come to concessions b/c you accept what you have done while being directed to proceed to the next instant of time or day with all the risks which apparently were never altered bc of your deed..

There comes a time when you can't just insert effort into the most reliable forms of empiricism..you actually have to b---y trust yourself even if you are living lie.

The world is a torture chamber, not a playground

Personality, intelligence

Jumpstart brain

Brainfog

Nothing to do all day long except gorge and internet

Some people claim they got over a lot of things, much worse than my social rejection and failures.

Emotional fragile

13 years later, still can't get over structural engineering

12 years later, 500 miles away, LGBT laws, still can't get over mister redelings

Out of the Theory of Multiple Intelligences, math is by far , my best

And still not that good

Everything is so unnatural and hard for me to do

Emotional, social, school, work

My life will only get worse, unless I drastically fix my personality disorders

Learning new skills is one thing

Changing personality takes constant work

Nothing satisfies or fulfills me anymore

There are nothing to do all day long and I hate "most people"

some things should go without saying


Usually, most people, act like they are the latest greatest thing since sliced bread


They believe whatever they want

"I accept you. Let's play".


With this personality, hard to fancy that anyone will ever want to be my friend or hire me

You can't prove that it is not possible

But not realistic

Like you can't prove that I can't get into Olympics gymnastics, but it is not happening

Not interested in anything or anyone

Nashville

Ignorant people.

Ads for Arrrkwah Man.
What's with that pronounciation?

I don't know why but. Raleigh's avatar always makes think deep thoughts..

While I have made a lot of friends, and people like me, I don't see romance in my future. I have to think about what I will do if I find myself completely alone within five years. How will I manage?

I don't actually fit into political conversations. Closest I get is on certain reddit threads but then they think of Asperger's as a personality defect rather than seeing our strengths.

What it felt like when I realised I can't do the workplace because of soft skills etc.

Soft skills is too pushed in the workplace. I wish things like intelligence and learning were valued instead.

NT privilege is a thing...

I don't know if I ought to phrase this into something because the fact is that nobody who disagrees with me will have their opinion changed.

Breasts feel large and heavy

Getting called "she" more often than "he" now

Disgusted and annoyed

Naming emotions is good but only goes so far

The counselor told me that "I know how you feel"

What the flying f**k?

There is no method to explain physical sensations in the English language, completely. If there were, neither she nor I know them.

Not everyone has the same number of pain receptors

Blythe doll look-alike.