I feel drunk. I don't drink. When I listen to songs for hours I get drunk. Saves money I guess.
My dad is rude and he doesn't mean to be but he is.
I spend one night (at my age, and he hasn't been my guardian in 26 years) not texting him, he texts three times, passive aggressively with things like 'I hope you're ok'. If I wasn't ok, I'd text...
If I were to text someone like that they'd tell me to quit being ok and I'm aspie too. I've told him not to do it so it ought to be one of his rules. Sometimes I wonder if I'm the only aspie who actually is good at obeying rules.
Granddad is ok just bored. This means he's healthy enough to be bored. I asked mum if he was ok, cos he's been ill. That's what 'are you ok' means to me. It isn't like 'how are you' which is more generic.
I don't know if I should be writing a poem or a prose poem.
I always write about this same theme etc.
I want to go to a museum tomorrow.
Probably not a good idea to talk about … (wow his name isn't even Daniel lol) on here lol but let's just say I'm Kinsey 4 or 5 and I'm getting a crush on a certain celebrity lad that I guarantee nobody on here's heard of...
I kept winning on music quiz against my stepdad but losing against strangers. I kept beating my stepdad on every trivia quiz Alexa has. Alexa still hasn't sorted out the literature one. It's hilarious. My stepdad's probably aspie too. My stepdad knew almost everything on the cryptic crossword we were doing but then when he filled in the long ones, I guessed them too. I don't get how he's that good at cryptic crosswords and stuff.
Are those strangers, all Americans, real? I mean on the music quiz.
I should shut up cos it's like I'm drunk right now tbh. I won't get any work done tonight.