Post something that made you UNHAPPY today.

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realizing i'll never have a doctor who can fix the problem that was unethically and illegally caused by another doctor (but they falsify on the spot instead of after the fact to make it seem like they didn't)
my mom who used to practice confirmed that it was illegal,


i looked it up and a few people have been
brave enough to go to court about it
but so what?

what monetary gain can truly compensate for being 'broken' for life?

i told XH about it when he said he thought it was fixed and of course he couldn't care less though he was there when it happened and never helped by watching kid so i could go and see a dr about it when it WAS able to be fixed

Random pains in my bones and joints (which could very easily just be my body doing its usual thing - sudden pain for usually less than thirty seconds, vanishes just as quickly as it comes, near as I can tell literally anywhere in my entire body can be subject to it) reminding me that when we get the results from my lymph node biopsy (which I’m fully expecting to be worse than the needle biopsy they took of it last time), I’ll probably need a bone marrow biopsy to make sure the cancer hasn’t spread there, which I’m expecting, from what I’ve heard from people who have made bone marrow donations and stuff like that, to also be bad.

Not trying to imply at all that I think any of this is unnecessary or anything, but just because I fully understand the reasoning for it doesn’t mean I have to like it.

I have a WP message. I haven't read it yet but I don't like getting messages. How do I disable messages?

I called my boss earlier today and was told that because business has been so slow because of the pandemic (and many items are out of stock), my continued training has been put on hold until October when more positions should be open.

Lots to do today

Rain. I wanted to go for a walk today. At least I don't have to water the plants

I have an ear infection that just won't go away

Anxiety

Stubbing my little toe. Pain, not good.

Ants

Itchy

Mosquito bites on butt, knee, armpit

Some lil dips**t on the bus was talking too loudly and too much. About how he wanted to injure someone. The bus driver was laughing. Made me feel not safe.

Tried and failed. Bowel movement

Completely wiped out starting around 3PM today instead of the usual 4:30PM to 6:00PM time range that usually starts in. And back to not even being able to get to the bathroom without having to stop to rest halfway there

o o o
and on and on ...whatever
never hear, never, idk how that works, then you make it into anything i didn't say, at all
and go to; so you're saying
no, no, NO, now see, now im screaming....
oh i didn't, but it went on and on and on
i know there's ten years punishment for screaming
be wiser, say nothing
ever

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Heartburn

Up several hours earlier than I wanted to be because I had to get up to pee and then couldn’t get back to sleep.

Laundry