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14 Feb 2019, 12:21 pm

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worse than self-blaming. they're not giving themselves or anyone a chance to love or be loved.


Interesting observation.
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Have I ever mentioned that I used to be a 'reverse-racist' ?.


how'd you move beyond it?


It's been part of my mental health undertakings/'journey' as I overtly mentioned at least once at a technical mental hospital with a mainly Caucasian demographic. Caucasian near in my age bracket.

Colonialism, decolonialism, post-colonialism and the uncomfortable history of race the political/social construct..*friendship is more important than radicalization* et al.



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14 Feb 2019, 3:58 pm

blooiejagwa wrote:
Ok i just want me (and therefore you bcuz im thinking the same might apply) to find scaffolding n stairs to take me out of that past

n also out of the present Blank (the blankness n not knowing how to progress)
N find a way to get to a new n better place

I need to find good ppl surrounding me
N tke on their mindset n insights
To propel me into better habits of thinking which will give me strength to try n do things that j am afraid to do

Already on this forum i found kraftiekortie Raleigh isabella etc who all helped me get into an easygoing frame of mind

If i cd socialize with ppl in real life i wdnt need this. I wd have friends n move on easily using their help n they wd distract me n have good vibes that new things wd happen

I cannot socialize at all only politely with a gap that is not ‘friendship’ to anyone else
Writing is easier


writing is great!



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14 Feb 2019, 4:39 pm

sidetrack wrote:
cathylynn wrote:
sidetrack wrote:
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worse than self-blaming. they're not giving themselves or anyone a chance to love or be loved.


Interesting observation.
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Have I ever mentioned that I used to be a 'reverse-racist' ?.


how'd you move beyond it?


It's been part of my mental health undertakings/'journey' as I overtly mentioned at least once at a technical mental hospital with a mainly Caucasian demographic. Caucasian near in my age bracket.

Colonialism, decolonialism, post-colonialism and the uncomfortable history of race the political/social construct..*friendship is more important than radicalization* et al.


yes, and the best revenge is living well.



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14 Feb 2019, 5:51 pm

I don't want to write about him tonight.

Bad enough I made a joke online about the male fruit fly who drinks because he's been sexually rejected.

But I'm part way through a poem on this situation.

I'm a more faithful fan after we lose.

John was right, move on.



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15 Feb 2019, 12:03 am

Destroyed my "life" a long time ago

Even if I were to have finished structural engineering, it wasn't until 2012 EEOC gender identity. I was 29. Take your dog to work day. Personality disorders.

Never did drugs. Rarely drank. No conviction.

But might as well.

"Life" has been over for a long time

Homophobic dips**ts like mister redelings won't apologize the f**k up

Wanna do something meaningful.

Military

Sleep too much

Too emotionally fragile and socially awkward

My "life".


Live with an idiot. Argue with it every day.

Never accomplished jack s**t after school



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15 Feb 2019, 12:14 am

Who do you think is more intelligent? Gomer Pyle or Sgt. Schultz?


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15 Feb 2019, 7:07 am

Some other Celtic fan is trying to pick a fight with me because I was honest. About my own life.

Extreme tribal loyalty is absolutely ridiculous.

Ooh and my mum's dog is barking really loudly at the neighbour and chasing him :)



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15 Feb 2019, 10:43 am

Well, I fully migrated all of my contacts over to my new email provider/system..

2nd, I have my own confidence within my own capabilities yet, others think that my occupational outlook is not moving at the speed of light..



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15 Feb 2019, 11:30 pm

This year's cold and dry season ended rather early. And storm season's a bit late it seems.


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16 Feb 2019, 12:03 am

Some idiots act like just because they are not happy, someone must have violated their stupidass ",rights"

The week rained a lot more than usual

Exhausted

Jeanne Courtney acted like everything she told me was so f*****g valuable

She has a big ego and mouth

In counseling, there is no such thing as a "mistake". It's called a "miscommunication".


There are so many things that I expect from a counselor. But they are not telepathic

:idea: no mandated reporter law obsession

:idea: mad versus angry

:arrow: too much drama

:idea: huh and what

:roll: telling me my emotions in real time

:idea: calling themselves "people"

:mrgreen: saying "sorry" as sympathy

:P arrogant, innocent lil attitude


:idea: comments about my appearance and IQ

8O confidence not proportional to competence

:cry:


But even if they did the job perfectly, so what?

"Actions speak louder than words"

"Loose lips sink ships"

There might be nothing they could tell me, worth 75 hour

:roll:

If there was, it has to be in real time

For example, they could come to court and testify that on Tuesday 3:56pm I was in counseling. So I could not have been committing that felony.

As a result, acquitted


Otherwise, jail


That is something the counselor could say, that helps me 75 bucks


The rest is just making nice

Sympathetic noises


She acts like I can't handle anything


But maybe that fat b***h is the one that cannot handle :cry: anything :roll:


:ninja:


Maybe she told me what she thought :roll: she :roll: would have wanted to hear

Or what other clients want to hear

Or what she learned in grad school



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f**k Jeanne Courtney

f**k Jamie Adair

f**k mister redelings

f**k Natalie Freeman

f**k doctor link

f**k the spoiled upper middle class brat and it's dad

f**k Kayla

f**k Amy Lee b***h

f**k vladeta djurkich

f**k tam vo

f**k Claudia lai, echs

f**k Greg lines

f**k Jeremy Julius su



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16 Feb 2019, 1:56 am


haha, reminds me of Oil by Upton Sinclair, :idea:

'65, horses were normal on the streets, by '70 no more (where i was anyway)
:nerdy: :nerdy: no more of this texas accents, that gives me an headache



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16 Feb 2019, 2:24 am

one creepy coach, for laughs


no one (datingcoaches) tells how to not attract anyone at all,
or make them go away, without making a fool of yourself
- the not-dating advice -
when you have the "how to attract great guys", but where is the "how not to attract the not-that-great guys"
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16 Feb 2019, 2:40 am

-'I don’t f--- with you' by Big Sean ft. E40 is overtly crass when it comes to addressing failed relationships

-Taylor Swift songs after 2k12's 'I knew you were trouble' have apparently become somewhat know for making passive-aggressive their 'bread and butter'

-‘Tu no eres para mi'/'Your not for me' by Fanny Lu is less subtle than a Taylor Swift song in it's passive-aggressivity in both it's lyrics and music video but does so in a jaunty early 00's Mexican pop music way which can still make me feel like dancing "^_^

-‘Echo’ by Gorilla Zoe is passive-aggressive delivered in an appealing smooth voice even without the Ne-yo added lyrics.



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16 Feb 2019, 5:24 am

I'm sad.



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16 Feb 2019, 11:35 am

Hoping to eventually get around to carrying out certain projects



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16 Feb 2019, 1:54 pm

When I was a kid I grew up on Greek Myths. It was closest I had to a religion. Every time we ate a pomegranate we talked about Persephone.