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Added my toxic cousin on social media because I felt bad for her because the rest of that side of my family cut them off because her mother is a manipulator that uses people for drugs. I haven't talked to her for something like 15 years. Out of the woodwork I see how toxic my cousin is herself. The past week her posts have been promoting her new only fans account that she posts knowing her family will see. I don't agree with her choice to do that but I feel bad for her now because now she just posted that she was looking at people that paid or something and she saw my creepy uncles name. Wtf wtf wtf....I think this about does it, I'm going back to not associating with that side of my family.

Sigh.

Clothes.

Just clothes.

Cluster of clothes.

An entire dump full of clothes.

Just clothes I was so damn sure I do not wear.

And more clothes I sworn I never asked for nor encouraged anyone to get.

Many times I told my mom to slow down or stop.

But no. Just no. Damn clothes.

Why not donate or throw?

Or reuse them all?

Why, mom?

WHY?!

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Anxiety

I been having a very hard time sleeping for a long time now, I can get sleepy in my living room, but I’m wide awake in my bedroom.

Anxiety

Dark and raining today. Good thing i take vitamin d.

Barb walked into my apartment this morning when I was sleeping. I've just been back to bed for 30-45 minutes and I have no control in department #2 when I'm sleeping. She said something about leaving behind a hamburger that she never ate. I threw the package in the organics bin when I took my garbage and recycling out. I'm trying to lose weight and she's trying to enable me with food. I know I did the right thing with the burger. That's 300 extra calories that didn't go into my body.

Shortness of breath for most of the day, enough to be very uncomfortable but that’s it.

I like this woman at work but I can tell a few others are interested in me and are overtly touchy even tho I rarely talk to them. I want to pursue this particular woman but my gut tells me all hell would break loose.

Mother's anxiety.

No lectures for two weeks. we are back in January

Anxiety

Anxiety

Depression’s bad again, for no apparent reason.

Anxiety

Lock down is coming.