Post something that made you UNHAPPY today.

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It has taken 4 years for other people to admit that I was right all along.

Finding out some unpleasant things about certain family members.

Anxiety

Thinking of the riots that happened yesterday in Washington DC.

Yes the mess-in Washington DC could make anyone sad.... but in the past have not heard of bad behaviour at Trump events certainly not violent . So who or how did some crazy’s. Get involved in breaking into a building with armed guards present ? Gotta wonder about those circumstances . At least it made me wonder .?

Some rodent had the nerve to make my worthless corpse load nine bags of sixty pound concrete into car.

Clothes got dirty

It's not an essential job function

I don't look that strong and I am not that strong

She was just a little older and thinner than me

Some ass hole was just standing around watching me. It didn't even occur to him to offer a hand literally

No tip

Day laborers took all the toilet paper in the portapotty and clogged the urinal with it


Every time I went to the bathroom I had to go to the break room for towels to wipe the toilet seat and put seat covers down

Barb lost her patience with me because I love Christmas and she hates it. I'm not going to hold my breath, waiting for an apology.

Whatever going on with me.
Whatever I've done with myself today and the day before.

Is it crazy that... Most of whatever this was, sort of did this on purpose?
This I'm very aware. I mean, I can always choose to sleep earlier, more peacefully and not drink any coffee.


It's not painful, just irritatingly frustrating... Suffocating, oppressively, encumbering existence...

I didn't actively strained myself, more like I'm running on empty somewhere...
As if a part of me purposely strapped myself with lead, exacerbating whatever state that wasn't ideal... And another part of me doesn't understand why.


But you know what? I like the coffee.
And I cannot help but did those practices, studies and readings last night.
It ought to comfort me... Knowing it was not without a price.
And went back with the sleep loathing thoughts and ways...

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Realising that for some reason half if not all my family hate me. I never get invited to any family functions, Christmases etc. And although everyone makes mistakes I stupidly keep giving and getting taken advantage of. They even offered to help me die. .. is this what love is?

Sorry everyone. I'm such an f up!

Mother Nature's pathetic attempt at snow last night. There is not remotely close to enough to even make a snowball for Dog V4 to chase (and the confusion on his face when he can't find it).

The fact I disappoint everyone and that's probably why everyone hates me!

1. Had to take a COVID-test in the rain and cold… again.
2. The United States of America.
3. Nothing to do in the coming weekend because of the lockdown.

Anxiety