Post something that made you UNHAPPY today.

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It’s windy outside today, I have major sensory issues with that, but my dog still needs his walks.

Somebody was shot on my street today. Crime problem is getting out of control here, almost as bad America.
Ambulance and police arrived and I went over to where the body was. I even got blood on my shoes.
I was really upset. I just bought them, they were very expensive.

I did not sleep well last night.

Poor appetite. It looks like it's back to crackers and peanut butter for lunches again. The last time I spent more than 5 minutes with my parents was on October 31st. I've spent the night and everything.

I made the mistake of checking out DeviantArt. All I can say is.. holy pedophilia.

Imminent Mortality.

No one else in the hotel wears masks but I must leave multiple times a day to take the dog out. I'm probably going to get covid.

I got sick and tired of having to repeat myself to a staff worker at my clubhouse multiple times, so I decided to go home.

Anxiety

How spineless I was yesterday morning. After having to repeat myself to a staff worker 5 times, I ran home and hid under my three stripes.

Executive Functioning problems.

Got rejected from a job, I don't even know why because they sent me the same generic copypasta mail that they sent to all the other rejects. I saw the notification and when the first line was "First of all, we would like to thank you for your enthusiasm and participation" I already knew what was going on.

Sending bad news to people isn't easy, I don't blame them, but such a generic email just pisses me off entirely!
It's also just the emotion that is inevitable in receiving this news where I would probably just be as disappointed if they did provide feedback, though. But I just need to vent!

The problem isn't even the job itself, it's the fact that I already have been doing this exact job at different cultural institutions, but voluntarily. Doing the exact same job with a paycheck would've been nice for once.

I've said this before, I sometimes feel like I trying to climb over a wall but keep getting pushed back. I'm tired of it.

They missed out on a good employee, this rant post aside!

sigh

Anxiety. sensory issues

There was something wrong with the bus, so I was home late. Had I taken the next bus, I would've gotten home a little earlier, and the bus that came after that was at my stop at the same time as the bus that I took was. Those things have been acting up a lot lately... at times like these I really wish I wasn't too disabled to drive.

Loud people.

Sensory overload.