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I agree that I am very fortunate to be where I am today.

I'm not rich. I'm in debt, in fact.

But, at least, I am living in a place where I don't have to bribe officials just to get my birth certificate.

Corey keeps asking questions that I already answered. When he writes me email, I feel special and important. But maybe I am neither. Illusion, false, mirage, facade. But nothing he has ever told me was worth the enthusiasm he put into it

Job interviewers and other idiots sometimes only offer one time. And if I refuse or decline, you do not know when or if they will answer. And if they do, it's just one more time




"Theory of mind", anyone?







The key keeps getting stuck in the door at the library. Over and over and dips**ts won't fix it.


It's annoying. Someone could just walk in. Which is not such a problem, except that it could have been prevented.


Fruitvale and 16 the St Bart districts are ghetto as f**k. Too much "diversity". Loitering annoying ass holes that have nothing better to do all day long.

And I don't feel safe physically. But if I only work somewhere that feels safe, I won't work.


Windbags talk too much and too loudly and it hurts my ears


But I am reluctant to ask anyone to say "excuse me" instead of "what". Or any other per peeves


They either do it less, the same, or more. You can't guarantee just the first two.


And they could do it more, to get on my nerves


And if it is less, how much less

And other idiots will still do it


Friendships written contract


Dirty Streets and precious lil "people" make me uncomfortable


Mister redelings correctly told me that "you make people uncomfortable with the way you dress!"


A job interviewers told me that some children are physically aggressive and asked "are you comfortable?"




When I wear the wrong clothes, I only "hurt" the eyeballs of precious lil "people" that visually see me. Blind people are not "uncomfortable"


Physically aggressive children are stronger, faster, smarter, outnumber me.

My worthless corpse has pain receptors

I am a 110 pound autistic woman

I did not win Ultimate Fighting Championship


Medical bills costs $$$$


That is the difference


Apparently I have to be "comfortable" with physically aggressive children, while mister redelings has veto authority over my outfit because I make him uncomfortable



How about, you make people uncomfortable when you continue living


That statement is correct


More than two, out of seven billion, people, are "uncomfortable"



The rest, are neither, or comfortable







f**k mister redelings

the internet, retracts steadily
your searches get altered before your eyes with added words
wtf
you can't find nothing no more
wiki is completely written by public employees and genderstudy- types working back into the formation of life
wiki gets walled into single language only, yet the best thing was to see different takes
american wiki erased most of british culture first
& wp? seems emptier
wp traffic stats (alexa might be very wrong, how tf is 47% from france, thats me? and some lurkers?
25% from the us, call that cnn and six% from uk? very fishy)
any real stats out there?
and wouldn't it be good to throw professionals from the media out? oh wait that can't be done?

Long list of rap battle contestant ideas for 'Drop the Mic'. I don't think I repeated names.

Bill Hader v. Josh Gad

Chris Pratt v. Laverne Cox

Keegan-Michael Key v. Miley Cyrus

Rihanna v. Paul Barbato

Jay Sean v. Selena Gomez

Jay Baruchel v. Hillary Duff

Madonna v. Betty White

Jonah Hill v. Bill Murray

The Lonely island v. The Jonas brothers

Peter Dinklage v. Samira Wiley

50 cent v. Finn Wolfhard

Johnny Depp v. Aubrey Plaza

Zac Efron v. O'Shea Jackson Jr.

Mark Wahlberg v. Awkwafina

John Cena v. Cole Sprouse

Michael Cera v. Jamie Foxx

Mike Channing Tatum v. Charlie Heaton

Jack Black v. Stephen Amell

Jordan Peele v. Ariana Grande

Dave Chappelle v. Akon

Lilly Singh v. Rick Ross

John Boyega v. TI

Vinn Diesel v. Millie Bobby Brown

Busta Rhymes v. Mindy Kaling

Tom Holland v. Leati Joseph Anoaʻi/'Roman Reigns'

Bruno Marz v. 2-D (from 'the gorrilaz')

Darren Jackson/'the rap critic' v. Drake

Solange Knowles v. Ian Hecox

John Green v. Justin Bieber

Shea LaBeouf v. Kanwar Singh/'Humble the poet'

Amy Schumer v. Janelle Monae

Nancy Cartwright v. Hilary Clinton

Felix Arvid Ulf Kjellberg/ 'PewDiePie' v. Cardi B.

Taylor Swift v. Ryan Higa

Daniel Radcliffe v. Ruby Rose

Ricky Martin v. Elijah Wood

Cher v. Ellen Page

Kendrick Lamar v. Chris Evans

Barack Obama v. Sean Schemmel

Ronda Rousey v. Michael Phelps

Ali Wong v. Michael Fassbender

Donald Glover v. Taika Waititi

Jared Leto v. The Weeknd

Liam Neeson v. Eminem

Neil Patrick Harris v. Aziz Ansari

Robert Downey Jr. v. Bill Nye

Ice Cube v. Craig Ferguson

Justin Timberlake v. Adam Sandler

Snoop Dogg v. Sandra Bullock

Matt Damon v. Steve Harvey

Mark Hamill v. Will Smith

Seth Green v. Miles Teller

Priya Chopra v. Leonardo DiCaprio

Tom Hiddleston v. Ryan Reynolds

Ezra Millar v. Grant Gustin

Liam Hemsworth v. Chad Kroeger

Jenna Nicole Mourey 'Marbles' v. Eugene Lee Yang

Hulk Hogan v. Jennifer Lawrence

Of course you can 'mix and match' names as you please. It's addicting to edit and add more names.

Pharrell Williams v. Ludacris

Sacha Baron Cohen v. Weird Al

Michael B. Jordan v. Jason Eisenberg

Rami Malek v. Mariah Carey

Mike Myers v. Big bird

This article:
https://everydayfeminism.com/2014/05/5-things-women-no-children/

Just wondering...

I'm having to stay at parents' house tonight.

I was just going to stay for last night, but a change in plans happened.

The house smells bleh.

I'm wearing a face mask just to feel better till I get tired enough to sleep.

I think my son is ok.
But, he is laying next to me, covering his face.

I just said, "Yep, son, I would do that to. You go."

Reasons to quit aikido of Berkeley:

Kayla feder b***h barked at me when I tried to leave the building early. That was 2014 and I still can't forgive her

Rolando Morales penis keeps complimenting me so much, it's like he thought I was intellectually challenged. He acts like he is so f*****g smart, awesome and wise. He calls me "they" instead of "he". He mispronounces my name. After touching him, I get itchy and it's hard not to scratch. He says "huh" instead of "excuse me". He brings his stupidass children. He says "are you ok?" Like I am made of glass.

Ricardo, uniform required

When I barely get to the bathroom, idiots bang on the door

Daveed fermin boy sometimes takes over half hour in the bathroom and I am reluctant to knock because he might bark at me (other ass holes have done this)

Bathroom, barefoot, germs

Only men's and women's locker room. Some child was in there the whole hour . he could have taken people's belongings. No lockers. Prepubescent boy. Rolando treated him like an adult.

Effort justification


Sunk costs


Eric zuckerman sweats so much he put a towel in his suit.

$$$

Dangerous. Ass holes are careless, too fast, too rough. And I have too many pain receptors


Verbally condescending ass holes



Ozben felek b***h said "sorry" when she brought a dog. But Leash Law. . "Sorry" mixes apology and sympathy


On Wednesday, until the end of June, nobody will hang out with me after class


Brandon moved to Texas in July


Do not know how often idiots disinfect the mat


Germs


I have not been getting better for a long time


Menstrual cycle



Rolando came late and early and I don't want to miss class



Rolando acts so innocent

We are wusses no wonder we always get beat when it comes to anything fight wise. Seriously this guy started on me, 'newcomer' lol, came over from the other forum. The mod tells both of us off for fighting.

If I had started something on their forum everyone would come down on me like a ton of bricks. It's unfair.

I can't wait til I have an actual CSC because I like talking football with my own and I've always been in a minority.

Actually there seems to be a common problem in my life that the people who are meant to be on my side and in my team whether it's silly things like football or it's family or whatever don't stick up for our own and try to 'see all sides' but my enemies or the people who annoy me will be completely faithful to their own.

Eg my stepdad. Our neighbours are consistently overly noisy. His response is 'try to see it from their point of view, maybe we make too much noise too'. Neighbours at other place are the opposite of noisy, can't even stand the sound of typing. Again 'maybe you're making too much noise'. Even when I split up with my ex 'I never met the lad so I can't comment on whose side I'm on'...

Just once I want someone who is either tribal and stands alongside me in trivial things or if it's interpersonal who knows me and will always be on my side. Families are meant to be tribal but he is always defecting to the stranger over family member, no matter what the argument is.

I get the sense this would be true if I were ever in an aspie NT argument too. The aspies would side with the NTs or try to keep out of it. The NTs would have their gang.

It doesn't feel fair. I need backing.

What if toy breed dogs were called ‘micro-wolves’ instead?.

Mini micro surely? Dogs are already micro wolves or at least wuss wolves. And yeah I'm scared of them still.

The workshop was good tonight but people cheated.

Pretty sure if you're writing flash fiction and given a post-it to fit it on, the idea isn't to shrink your handwriting...

I also learned how to actually do stories. Pity, catastrophe, catharsis.

'Working hard' does not mean out of necessity 'working often'.

>~< =~= ...scenes from 'Whiplash' and 'Men,women and children' where the 'homophobic f word' is used..d--- is still going to be a thing this century?..

it's one thing to 'reappropriate' centuries of an abusively used variant pronunciation of the word 'black' (I wouldn't be lying if I said I said 'Camisa negra' by Juanes translates as 'black shirt', you see), but it's not the same as trying to reappropriate something which basically always meant 'burnable fodder', which just doesn't work out.

True, while I am a cisgender heterosexual, I hate slurs towards 'sexual minorities' as much if not even more than the racial kind b/c of (i) how ppl who had different orientations 'grew on me' when it came to working through mental health issues and (ii) (I admit to not being able to express to well) right now but being in a 'sexual minority' is something which you can't (always) 'pull out of' and reverse anymore than you can could be considered 'mobilely able' after having severe enough backbone damage that you always require a motorchair..in a sense it's *one reason* why it's important that gender be deconstructed as both 'not being a thing' and lending itself to a certain diversity 'thereof' while retaining equal respect to anyone who isn't cisgender heterosexual.

“There is nothing that strengthens the ego more than being right. Being right is identification with a mental position - a perspective, an opinion, a judgement, a story. For you to be right, of course, you need someone else to be wrong, as so the ego loves to make wrong in order to be right.”

“This is most people’s reality: As soon as something is perceived, it is named, interpreted, compared with something else, liked, disliked, or called good or bad by the phantom self, the ego.”

“Whatever you accept completely, you go beyond...If you fight it, you're stuck with it.”

“The story of the Zen Master whose only response was always "Is that so?" shows the good that comes through inner nonresistance to events, that is to say, being at one with what happens. The story of the man whose comment was invariably a laconic "Maybe" illustrates the wisdom of nonjudgment, and the story of the ring points to the fact of impermanence which, when recognized, leads to nonattachment. Nonresistance, nonjudgement, and nonattachment are the three aspects of true freedom and enlightened living.”

Quotations from Eckhart Tolle from either from The Power of Now or A New Earth. I can't recall which goes with what book.