Post something that made you UNHAPPY today.

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My mom being a perfectionist once again.

I didn't do any exercising today.

Barb was picking at my quirks and autistic traits at the Red Velvet, this morning. She asked me why I was acting the way I was. I told her that it's because I'm a weirdo and I walked out on her.

Sitting in the living room not realizing it’s very cold. My cat drank from my water cup.

Anxiety

Scales battery out

Wet shoes from the rain

Impatient customers

Period

Backache

Headache

Lazy coworkers

Mispunch

Wrongful accusation from food Maxx security guard

Nobody emailed my worthless corpse

Usual BS

Learned my sister was told I was autistic about a decade before I was.

From yesterday, or the day before, but...

Learned that behavior of my coworkers on a day that was particularly emblematically bad for me a couple years ago was best explained by transphobia. I had thought it was general dislike, but that can be overlooked for the sake of politeness and work harmony, but being embarrassed to be seen with a trans person is something people are willing to be mean about. It's the simplest explanation for what happened, and it ain't pretty.

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I'm afraid that I might be coming down with botulism. When I got my pork picnic out of my slow cooker, I ate the pink parts out of frustration because I was tired of having flashbacks.

Tingling and heavy feeling in my left hand/arm and leg/foot continuing to get worse/spread (started with just my hand). Hope my body isn’t gearing up for another round of acting like it has MS when it doesn’t. Although I should be plenty used to medical scans by now, another MRI is nothing. Pretty sure my insurance company hates me by now

It been very cold this week, it’s 42 degrees. My joints are not happy. I had a very bad night last night, I couldn’t sleep, I couldn’t get comfortable in bed, I kept going to the bathroom & my cat kept biting me. I close the door on her, she meowed, she gave up, I guess she got sleepy, it was very cold, it was in the middle of the night, later, I went to the bathroom, I saw her sleeping on my couch, I let her in my bedroom.

Anxiety

Nobody will talk to me in any medium. I learned just now that a friend is planning a project regarding a topic we've discussed before, except that I didn't hear about it except through a facebook post. Looking for a conversation opener? Yeah, that woulda worked. If you had any interest at all in talking to me.

My mom complaining about the household (me, my NT sister, and herself) owning "too many clothes."

It could be migraines. There are a number of different migraines that fall under the category complicated migraines. I have em. Just like you describe. The left side constantly feels like it's about to go numb. You lose dexterity on that side. Sometimes I don't even get the head pain with it. I do get other symptoms along with that though. It's not pleasant. I hope you figure it out soon, so you can help treat it. Rest is usually the best thing though.


What made me unhappy today was: I took appa to the vet because he ear was bothering him again. Another ear infection. He's had 2 surgeries on that ear. And he keeps getting infections. I clean them but not as regularly as I should lately. The vet said that wasn't the problem it's his allergies. But still I feel like I failed as a dog mom. Ugh.

I mean I realize the reason for the surgeries wasn't my fault but... I've been struggling a lot lately, barely able to keep up with my moms health and the furbabies. I just don't want him to be in pain.

This goes way deeper than this. It occurred to me very recently that this person was contrarian. So I looked that up, and the thing that is missing is immediate argumentation. This person is instead very agreeable. Happy to find things we have in common, things we agree on. But in action will reject any suggestion or recommendation I make.

Against my better judgment, I recently made a bold suggestion for something big this person could do to address their unhappiness. And to my shock, they seem to be planning it. I think. They haven't provided any details, but it seems to be at least in the direction I suggested. If I coincidentally made a suggestion they were already moving toward, they neglected to mention it, so I think I may have actually prompted this. So imagine my surprise when I read about it in a facebook post, but we've not exchanged one word about it since I first suggested it.

I expressed surprise that this came up, and that was an opportunity to connect with me. A gigantic conversation starter. And...

Crickets.

The contrarian is finally doing something I recommended, something BIG, either through coincidence or possibly through my prompting, and is refusing to talk about it.

I am NOT surprised LOL.

Really, all I want is to be part of their life and have something to talk about. We don't have to acknowledge we moved in the same direction on this. Just TALK TO ME.

Denied.