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I'm sooo out of it.

I don't want to live in a shelter.

I don't feel good.

Why my life is crap.

daily grind

back hrrts

slouching

no goals

feel invisible and silent and that is as good as it gets s**t

"most people" act so f*****g innocent but they are ass holes

laughing uproariously

talk too much and too loud

micromanagement/manipulation, ex doctor butler had the nerve to remark when i yawned and stretched one time

judgmental, compliments

"huh" and "what" instead of "excuse me"

don't call yourself "people"

dogs

racism, sexism, homophobia, fatphobia, classism, ableism

entitled innocent lil attitude

ask questions that are none of their business

impatient driving

and et cetera

they are "be true to yourself" and they are "do your best"

f**k rolando morales penis

he's as dumb as a rock but he acts like he's a f*****g genius

dickhead, do not say "huh" instead of "excuse me"

and shut the flying f**k up

put a muzzle on it, ass hole

don't ask "why". you won't understand the model answer.

Wanting my mom to stop complaining about how messy she believes the house to be as of now.

Trying to change everyone's opinion is pretty much meaningless. If a creep is living in a different country to me then I need to quit worrying what he is doing or saying. Sexists and terfs are welcome to each other.

I'll stick to advocating for feminism and gay rights amongst my own friends who are the right kind of Republican i.e. Irish. I'm fed up of arguing with right wingers.

A model plane I purchased yesterday.

I saw something provoking.
One man was sitting behind a woman, both are older than me.
I saw the woman get up.
She moved to another seat vertical to his horizontal one.
She said, "You touched me on my back! I felt it! You should stop!"
He said, "What the hell are you talking about!? I didn't. Good God. You should see a physcologist."
I just thought, "accusers, why not a simple (no I didn't touch your back) and people stop being so accusing".
It's all in the way of doing something and forgiveness.

we learned about this phenomena by studying stressed rats. what does that say about us big upright rats?

Rat race

Rat maze

Soapbox car

Carpentry

Inspire

Allusion

Illusion

Illustration

Miscommunication

Authority

Out of context

Provoke

Trigger

Looking forward to doctor appointment tomorrow

Nothing scheduled after that

My "life" has been over for a long time

Stupidass jobs

Minimum wage

Menial labor

Restaurant retail sales

s**t I should have gone to college

Oh that's right. I did go to college


Scooby Doo

Doogie howser

Feel invisible and s**t

Have not accomplished anything for a long time

Doubt if I ever will

Effexor causes insomnia

Sleep drugs

Drug interaction

If doctor refuse to prescribe SSRI or appetite suppressant, cvs over the counter

Overdose

No goal, hobby, friends, meaning, purpose







Some MRI of depression looks just like brain damage

The mental health system is failing us.
Nothing can be personal anymore (because of what bad things people think can happen). When nothing is relatable in a human give and take way (caring) people won't heal. The system is wrong for setting up too many boundaries with no forgiveness and caring.

That femme English hero with the Irish surname

It's predictably late now.

Spend the rest of the morning offline except getting that shirt, get dressed etc. Then read and write til noon. Have lunch. Do routine.

Spend the evening checking out DA which corresponds to the tags I put on my things. Stop at 10. After reddit, don't check out other social media other than AS and DA. Essentially ignore WP today.

Stop going on the JT thread on Twitter of course I'm on it I haven't been on it or ages and of course they're going to get a picture of me with my haircut, I still look good though. They are weirdos for taking pictures of people without permission. My friend was on it the other day because he's an old man with bad teeth as if my hometown isn't full of such old men

Finish my book and do some writing and drawing tonight.

Not sure where to go for a summer vacation, any ideas? I was thinking about Spain but I heard that it's quite hot there in summer. In addition, I found good

i just heard a CD, "a love so beautiful" performed by roy orbison and the royal philharmonic. it is sooooo beautiful i'm weeping now. stendahl's syndrome ain't for sissies, or mebbe it is, i dunno, i'm all confused now.

... Distances.

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