16 Jul 2019, 9:18 am
Was Countess Elizabeth Bathory really a sadistic and depraved serial killer who bathed in virgin blood or simply a victim of powerful men trying to steal her property and ruin her reputation? 
16 Jul 2019, 9:44 am
The meaning of life
Pulling rank
Peer pressure
Court mandated financial reparations
Mister redelings
Homophobic precious lil "people"
Context
Ulterior motive
Heisenberg uncertainty principal
Coping with the change
Brain damage
No hope
Annoying lil dips**ts
Earwax
Ants
Bedbugs
Locust of control
Useless college major
Trump card
President trump
Doctor Butler
Doctor Jekyll and mister Hyde
Frameup for felony
If I get subpoenaed and framed for a felony, the prosecutor asks, why are you 
poor eye contact , flat affect, trembling, sweating, bad nonverbal communication 
You can't 
prove 
why
Correlation versus causation
But doctor Butlers letter is expert testimony that I am trembling outside the courtroom, not just inside
f**k the dickwad
Resources rapidly dwindling
I wanna shoot myself s**t
16 Jul 2019, 9:54 am
Probably both. The blood bathing seems to have been a folklorish rumour at best, but the 300 odd mostly independent witnesses, her co-defendants who testified that they had been supplying her with girls aged 10-14 from rural villages and the piles of bodies found at her various estates would be a little harder to explain away. One servant offered up a list of her alleged victims, numbering 650, though her trial only recognized 80 as proven.
16 Jul 2019, 10:11 am
Probably both. The blood bathing seems to have been a folklorish rumour at best, but the 300 odd mostly independent witnesses, her co-defendants who testified that they had been supplying her with girls aged 10-14 from rural villages and the piles of bodies found at her various estates would be a little harder to explain away. One servant offered up a list of her alleged victims, numbering 650, though her trial only recognized 80 as proven.
Well either way it certainly inspired some creative works of gothic horror fantasy. The idea of a mordibly vain woman bathing in the blood of innocent victims so she can be young and beautiful forever. Sounds like something a dark witchy vampire would do.
And that song by Karleine is pretty awesome!
16 Jul 2019, 10:36 am
16 Jul 2019, 1:08 pm
Other than having too much time on my hands... Why not a bullet journal?
Fill it with something random yet doable, take it a bit more seriously, then see what I may end up with on top of trials an errors of what works for me.
16 Jul 2019, 4:04 pm
That hun isn't too bad when he's sober. Typical.
KT is staying I think. 
Celtic are above Sevco in the rankings because obviously.
Lol it's funny how much has changed in football since yesterday.
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Today's picture:
I liked:
- The grass
- The background, try to have houses in the back of another picture
- The wood, glass, other materials.
- The sense of perspective
- Nearly everything was 3d.
To improve:
- Try not to rush the filling in, white bits are only 'fine' if they are intentionally white. School had a tiny point.
- Read anatomy book and figure out a way to make people look 3d.
- Make grey look grey and not like wannabe black (this is a case of getting new materials)
This is the first picture in ages I felt had to be made by an aspie or an experienced artist because of the amount of detail I put into it, I'm quite proud of that.
I'm also proud of this morning's sketch - it looked 3d! I need to remember that grey around colour looks 3d.
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Tonight:
- Do crossword
- Get to page 50
- Do crossword again
- If it's before 23:30, work on making new picture.
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17 Jul 2019, 12:31 pm
I think I have an online enemy (not here so I'm not trying to start any drama)… I'm enjoying winding him up...
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Is it possible for a woman to be described as 'creepy'? I don't think I have ever heard it used for a cis woman. This is not me being misandrist and transphobic and saying cis women can't be, this is me wondering about if society ever labels cis women as such.
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My auntie took a photo of a random fat bald guy and sent it to me and said 'I just saw John Hartson' - it's not him... Also even celebrities deserve privacy, I am very much against the practice of taking subtle photos of strangers in public...
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I'm thinking about what a UFB I was as a kid, even in that town. I was pretty much stupid for it. Kept arguing with adults and not always the nicest adults. I still have offline enemies to this day... Would I do it again? Hmm. I'm still a UFB but I've mellowed.
Youth is full of fire and old age is full of subdued thoughts and anxiety over 'what if'. It should be the other way around
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Tonight:
1 Watch match, do drawing during
2 Read til 11:30 or til on page 150
3 Do crossword
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Yay Isabella! Our new Queen!
17 Jul 2019, 3:45 pm
