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I decided to pretend to be brave today and go to the grocery store with my partner. It was a sketchy town, but I didn't want to "judge a book by its cover", so I attempted it anyway.

Well, things didn't go according to plan. The grocery store had way too many sensory triggers, and I had to run to the car to escape. While waiting in the car for my partner to finish the trip, I saw a woman shooting up heroin in her van in the parking lot. I saw her nod off for a few minutes, but luckily she came back to consciousness (I was terrified I'd have to call an ambulance or something). It made me really sad.

Saw a driver hit a bicyclist and did not pull over. Car did not have license plates.

Makes me intimidated and scared and apathetic because I work fifty yards away and my slave plantation is right in the middle of homeless encampment.

Way too dangerous. My job, Lot Attendant, way too easy to get run over by a car.

However, my worthless corpse applied for jobs for a long time and nobody else will hire me


Two weeks ago, in the parking lot at work, a pedestrian struck by a car


Every day I almost get run over by a car

Reckless drivers


Two weeks ago, someone reached under the litterbox partition and grabbed my foot and I screamed. He burst out laughing. He and I stayed there for a couple more minutes. I did not tattle on him because it wasn't illegal, I couldn't recognize him, and no evidence

Today someone reached under the litterbox partition and grabbed my foot. He burst out laughing like it was the funniest thing in the world. I left and tattle to the cops. By the time the cops got to the litterbox, suspect gone. There is a video camera right outside the litterbox but the cops won't look at the tape. He said next time, notice what shoe he was wearing

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Friday and Thursday night, one hour each, tried and failed bowel movement



Brandon told me that he is going through a hard time and can't receive rants. One month ago


Warren won't be my pen pal


Dena won't answer the email after four weeks


Those lil dips**ts are way too loyal to Kayla b***h because "Kayla is a good teacher"

aNxiety about my banking appointment

Nothing to report.
The day is early.
I'll get back to yewz if anything/k develops.

People who do bad things but are better than me in every single way.

Technically this makes me unhappy every waking moment of my life but I have nothing in common with anyone in my family and other than my plushies/stuffed animals, I don’t have any friends who can come over and hang out with me.

Here’s a lesson I’ve learned from romantic relationships, friendships and any relationship: They will always find a replacement for me.

Anxiety

a massive migraine. i'm going back to bed

Not having been part of an AD&D (or other RPG) game since before covid.

Drunk students on campus

Another covid death in the family -- unvaxxed, of course.

Lots to do.

I got a message from my neighbor who looks out for me. She said she overheard the new neighbor below me complaining that at 6 AM he hears me walking around on the top floor, my neighbor who told me about this also mentioned the new neighbor told my landlord and that he wants to have a talk with me. Thing is I don’t make noise when I walk and my whole 6 years here no one below me said anything about it until now. Plus a lot of people get up around 6 to go to work.

A blog removing my comments when I rightfully question the integrity of the authors so I don't embaress them.

It's easy to make yourself look good if you supress any and all criticism.

I got a new purse for an early Christmas present because the old one was pretty ratty and the zippers on it were broken, but it doesn't hold all of my stuff. I can't even fit my winter hat and gloves in it. I was sure it would be big enough because it was about the same size as my old purse. I hope my mother kept the receipt. And I really hope I can find a good purse in a store other than Walmart where I got this one because there were hardly any decent purses. I was lucky to find one that was hands-free with a shoulder strap.

I was also looking for a new wall clock for my living room for Christmas and it's hard to find anything I like - large, easy to read numbers, luminescent, and with a cute theme like a cat or a Disney Character. I sort of found something on Amazon but I don't know if it's really good since you can't trust the ratings.

I also got new eye glasses from the doctor and I hate them. They're supposed to make it easier for me to read stuff from a distance but they just make everything look awful and mess up my balance. I wanted glasses that would make the tiny print on labels and instructions larger and easier for me to read close up so I wouldn't need a magnifying glass. I guess I can return them but what a hassle.