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The usual, that and me regretting ever being born

My apron and raincoat fell into a puddle of liquid on the floor of the litterbox at work. So I asked head cashier Marie for a new apron and raincoat. Marie's apron had my name in large block letters. The raincoat pants were too large and had suspenders that kept falling off. Pretty soon idiots will be barking at me for sagging pants, thinking it is intentional. The poncho fits awkwardly.

My sister, who owns the house I live in, emailed me that she can keep up with the maintenance on the house and she is going to sell the house and I have to move out.

My job only pays minimum wage part time. I have zero job skills. Large gaps in employment. No car (to drive to work). Autistic, clinically depressed. If I have to pay the rent, I have to get a second minimum wage job. Nobody will hire my worthless corpse. And I feel exhausted all the time.

Feet cold and numb.

Back hurt dragging around backpack, but that is to be expected (distance, age, weight)

today- and since last week,
the toilet's not doing the job as expected, i checked the lot, some emptying probably soon
fridge/freezer randomly stopping
and the frontdoor locking me out repeatedly, now i can't lock the door for my own sake, aiai

These are the WORST dreams. They shake me to my core. I usually wake up sobbing / near-meltdown.

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I'm worried I may have peripheral nerve damage in my foot from the toe I broke several weeks ago. I canceled my podiatrist appointment because the pain had decreased (and I was worried about COVID), but now I'm experiencing neuropathy (numbness/tingling/and weird pain) through a large portion of my foot/toes on that side. I also seem to have a slightly paralyzed big toe (I broke my little toe). Not sure what to think. I don't losing function and sensation...

My poor kitty hurt herself after jumping and landing badly. I noticed she'd been having trouble jumping onto things lately. Maybe she's out of shape or simply getting older.

Anxiety

Trouble falling asleep last night.

I bought a new game today. I thought it was the same one I had played before, but turns out it's an adult themed version of it. Fortunately, I didn't open it yet or remove the price tag, plus I still have the receipt, so I'll go ask tomorrow if I can change it to a regular one or, if they don't have that, return the game or switch it to something else entirely. I'd think they'd have nothing against the game being returned, but the receipt doesn't mention anything about a returning right for unused products, so who knows.

Another POSSIBLE exposure to an unvaccinated idiot (a.k.a., a covidiot) carrying the covid-19 virus.

I am getting damned tired of having swabs stuck up my nose.

Disillusioned by one of my few friends. I know everyone has their good and bad points but. I just keep wishing people were better.

It is different for everybody. Some people benefit from vaccines & some people get really ill from them. If someone chooses not to have a Covid-19 vaccine, that doesn't mean they are necessarily an idiot.

nothing like this season for having your borders broken down by on one side the nb and the other by contractor for the town; mowing in december, for your benefit of gettjng angry and depressed, or making a fool of yourself
let's go B

I paid a s**t ton of money for a taxi just for 10 mins of road.I hate disgısting dishonest people who leech off other's money.
I am scared to live in a world with such people.

I have had ~4 nights in a row of sleep issues (I'm suspecting I have UARS or some other sleep disorder), and I had very interrupted sleep. I kept waking up gasping for breath, HR elevated, and oxygen levels lower than usual. This isn't a new issue and has been worsening over the past few years.

Missed two days of work because some unvaccinated covidiot caught the coronavirus and exposed as many people as possible -- including my wife and myself -- before being rushed to the emergency room with blue lips and severe shortness of breath.

By G^D's own grace, Mrs. Fnord and I tested negative for the coronavirus.  Others have tested positive.

I am damned sick and tired of having cotton swabs stuck up my nose.

Mother